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"Jake went to get your mother and I a cup of coffee, she"ll be waking up soon, she hasn"t moved from that spot since we got the call you were here, none of us have" he mumbled looking down at his shoes then back up at me. About half an hour later a nurse then came in and checked me over, luckily for me the tubes were quickly removed and I was able to sit up. Then it all came back to me. Kai! I never saw if he got out alive or not! "WHERE"S KAI?!" I screamed, half to my dad and half to the very suprised nurse. I struggled to get out of bed but the nurse held me put. "I"ll have to check at the reception who Kai is and if he"s in here, I will be back in a bit" she said and then left the room. I sat there crying, I knew it wasn"t good. I wished I had stayed with him, that way we could of been together no matter what happened next. He was the person I exspected to be by my side when I woke up, and he just wasn"t here...

The nurse returned, she looked slightly concerned as she entered the room. "Kai Rawlings is the one you were asking about?" she said. I nodded and leaned closer to her. "He"s in room twenty-six, that"s just down the hall. You must understand that if you do go and visit him you may be in shock by the condition he"s in. You went through a traumatic event a few days ago, are you sure you can cope?" she said seriously. I didn"t need to hear anything else, I just got up, still in my white hospital gown. "I just want to see my boyfriend" I cried and headed to the door, my dad and my now awake mum close behind me. I ran down the hall way, twenty-nine, twenty-eight, twenty-seven...Until I finally got there. I took a deep breath and entered the room. Kai"s mum, dad and little sister were sitting next to his bed, looking just as tired as my parents did. Kai"s father smiled at me and his mum came over and gave me a hug. "Come on, let"s give him some time alone" Kai"s dad suggested and everyone left the room. I crept over to his bed and stood next to him. He was wired up to a life support machine. I hoped after what my dad had been through I wouldn"t ever have to see one of these machines again. But my hopes were crushed as I saw wires spring from everywhere on Kai"s body. I pulled his covers back as carefully as I could. I bit my lip, there were burns on his arms and legs, they looked extremely sore.

I opened Kai"s white hospital gown, no burns on his chest or stomach and thankfully none on his face. However he did have a few cuts and scratches on his face, but they"d heal without scaring, hopefully. I sat in the room for what seemed like hours listening to the steady beep of his machine until I heard the door open behind me. "I bought you some water, you haven"t eaten and or drunk anything for days" the nurse said kindly and placed the glass next to me. "Why hasn"t he woken up?" I whispered picking up the water and taking a long sip. "When the fire service pulled him out the house he was unconcious due to some sort of head injury. We"re not sure if he fell over and hit is head or if something fell on him. All the smoke and ash in his lungs probally isn"t helping..." she sighed and sat down next to me. "I didn"t even get to say goodbye..." I whispered as tears spilled down my cheeks. "Oh no, he seems very strong i"m sure this isn"t goodbye. You must really care about him" she said, gently rubbing my back to comfort me. "You have no idea...He"s helped me through so much and I can"t let him go, not yet..." I took another gulp of my water and we sat there in silence...

BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP! I knew that sound too well from movies and television programs. My heart felt like it had burst as the machine held a long loud beep that filled the room. The nurse who was with me hit an emergency button and in about ten seconds a team of nurses and doctors filled the room. "Sorry you have to leave!" one of the nurses said and practically forced me out the door. As I got outside my family and Kai"s flung questions at me. My head hurt, I knew the long continuous beeping noise meant Kai"s heart had stopped. I tried to peep through the window but the curtain was drawn shut and I wasn"t able to see what was going on anymore. I was full of panic but refused to let myself pass out, I needed to know what was going to happen to my whole world...

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"Right thats all done" he smiled, gently patting my bandaged leg. The doctor then stood up and went to the other side of the room to get some sort of ointment. "Keep the bandaids on for atleast 3 days, try not to get them wet. After 3 days keep putting this on the burns until they show signs of sucessful healing" he said handing me the tube i"d seen him pick up a few seconds ago. "Cool, thank you..." I sighed and hobbled over to the door. As I opened the door what I saw outside made my heart flutter but in an extremely happy way. Toby was leaning against the wall holding a cup of tea and smiling. Smiling into the face of my father who was chatting away with him. When we had come to the hospital earlier this morning, one to visit Kai and Eddie and two to get something to help my burns, the car journey with my family and Toby had been one of awkward silence. But here they were, Toby and my father having a friendly chat, getting on better than they ever had. "Dad?" I said quietly closing the door behind me and walking over to them. "All sorted out then?" he grinned at me and patted me on the head. "Yeah the doctor has given me instructions on how to care for it..." I said nervously, my gaze shifting from one to the other. Toby leaned close and kissed me on the lips, "that"s good, let"s go see Kai" he said winking at me and taking hold of my hand. I walked with him, the rest of my family behind me. I looked up at him, my mouth open slightly, he could tell I was seriously confused. "I"ll explain later" he beamed and took me round the corner.

I was hoping it was going to be a peaceful visit with good news about Kai recovering. However the scene outside the room was far from that. Eddie"s face was red and tears were dripping down his cheeks as he clung to his older brother like a little child. It was scary that coming from a boy who showed little to no emotion whenever I was around him. "What"s going on?!" Toby said running towards Kai"s dad. "I"m not quite sure, we"re hoping someone will come out soon and tell us what the hell is going on. However i"d much rather them attend to Kai first" he said. I could tell Kai"s dad was trying to sound mature and calm but his voice was shaking portraying that he was close to tears. I ended up sitting on the cold hospital floor due to the lack of chairs. About twenty minutes later a nurse came out of Kai"s room. He coughed slightly to get our attention and removed his face mask. "You will be pleased to know that we have restored Kai"s heart rate to a normal and healthy pace. Also there seems to be some positive signs that Kai is coming around. However patients have been known to slip deeper into the state Kai"s in right now even after they have shown signs of healing, just a warning. I promise we are doing everything to help him" he said then turned and disapeared back into the room. We stayed in the hospital for another two hours. We actually got to see Kai in the end. Doctors did many tests on him and like the nurse had said before there were many positive signs that Kai was going to be alright.

"I"m hungry!" I moaned as we left the hospital and headed for the family car.
"I"ll get you something to eat, I have money with me" Toby suggested as we got in.
"No we"ll stop off at a drive through or something" My mother said.
"Well...I have money i"ll pay" Toby said politely, he then reached for my hand and held it in his.
"It"s fine TJ, our treat" my father said happily looking into the rear-view mirror and smiling at us both.
"Alright!" I snapped causing everyone to quieten down. "Last week we had a huge family drama because you found out I was gay and now all of a sudden were playing happy families in the car! Mum, dad, you guys haven"t liked TJ since we were like fourteen, back when he hadn"t even done anything! So what is going on?!" I yelled glaring at all of them. If they were trying to get along just to keep me happy then it wasn"t cool.
"While you were seeing the doctor TJ explained your relationship to me. I guess he was right when he said I should love you no matter what, that my family should come before faith" my father began.
"But dad-"
"No Tyler listen. Your my flesh and blood, I shouldn"t of casted you out into the cold the way I did. It"s probally difficult enough coming to terms with what"s going on with you right now without me and your mother screaming blue murder over something we will never understand until we try to..." he sighed.

"Your honestly ok with this?" I whispered looking at Toby gratefully.
"Were fine sweetie. TJ has told us how much he cares about you, and if you both feel that way then we can"t stop it. So instead of hating and disaproving we shall just accept it" my mother chimed in turning round in her seat and smiling at us both.
"Thank you..." I whispered to everyone in the car. I had everything to be thankful for, I felt a huge amount of pressure drift away from my body and I finally felt relaxed and confident about holding Toby"s hand in full view of my parents.
After stopping off at the mcdonalds drive through we got back to my house. "Want to go watch a movie or something in my room?" I asked as I headed for the stairs carrying the take-away bag. We were sitting on my bed watching the TV as we munched away on our chips. Pretty soon i was eating my big mac. I noticed TJ had only eaten half his chips and had taken about two bites out of his burger. "You not gonna finish your food..." I asked him taking a sip of my coke.
"I"m all full up" he grinned and patted his rock hard abs.

"But you"ve barely had anything..."

"Not all of us eat as much as you Ty" he chuckled. My stomach dropped along with my big mac which landed in my lap. I looked at him, with tears in my eyes and my mouth fell open. "No baby I didn"t mean like that..." he sighed. I brushed my food into the bin and stood up. I slowly turned to face him. "Do you think i"m fat Toby? I know i"m...Bigger...I"m just wondering if you want me to loose weight or something? Now that were a couple" I whispered, I started to shake. Toby stood up and wrapped his arms around me, I felt as if I was sinking into safty and security. "I didn"t mean it like that at all. I"ve never been great with wording shit. You of all people know that. But no, I don"t want you to ever change. I love you" he said firmly laying back on my bed with me.

Toby grabbed the back of my neck and pressed his lips against mine. I started moaning as his strong body pressed against me. God this boy"s strength turned me on! I felt his tongue poking against my lips and I opened them, excepting him into my mouth. I started squeezing his dick through his jeans, but he gently brushed my hand away. "Your dad made me promise no sexual activity under his roof, we don"t want to push our luck" he giggled sitting up and holding me close.
"So? He won"t find out if were quiet and clean up after" I said going to reach for him again.
"No Ty! I said I wouldn"t, if he"s gone out of his way to accept us then we shouldn"t go against his wishes" he replied.
"What the hell?" I snapped pushing away from him and turning to face him. "Since when did you get all responsible and shit! I thought we were gonna have fun together?" I whispered. But I was secretly hiding what I really thought. I was overweight, and because of this Toby wasn"t attracted to me. And that"s why he didn"t want to have to have sex with me...

"Since we nearly fucking died Tyler!" he said with a sudden hint of anger in his voice, it frightend me.
"I just thought..."
"If I hadn"t caused all that shit between you and your dad you would of never been in that cottage. You could of died and it would of been all my fault!" Toby said back to me, he sounded like he was about to cry. Quickly he got up and stormed out my room, leaving me sitting alone on my bed. Did he seriously blame himself for what happened a few days ago?

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"Eddie..." my mum knocked loudly on the door and called my name. My room was cold. The curtains were drawn and I lay in my bed. Hungry, tired, but unable to focus on it. It had been a week since I left the hospital. I was meant to be back at school but I couldn"t be around other people. During the night I would toss and turn, i"d try to force it out my mind but eventually I would be back in the burning cottage with Kai, screaming, crying, running for our lives. I would wake up screaming the house down, it sounded like I was being attacked. This happened for three days until I stopped sleeping all together. I stopped eating, because the stress would make me throw up anything I swallowed. I had only visited Kai twice during the past week. Everyday I would get up, get dressed and get on a bus but as soon as I saw the building I would walk away. I guess I wasn"t strong enough. It"s not that I don"t care about Kai of course I do, I love him! I guess I didn"t want to see or hear about him incase he wasn"t getting better. "Eddie..." I heard her shout from outside the door and the knocking got louder.

It was annoying as hell so I descided to just get up and unlock the door...
"It"s freezing in here!" she gasped running over and closing my window.
"I didn"t notice" I said bluntly.
"Eddie" she beamed at me, like there was something to be happy about.
"What?" I glared at her.
"Kai"s mum called. He"s waking up!" she beamed. I couldn"t believe what I was hearing! To be honest I thought i"d never hear that sentence. I leapt up off the bed and hugged her tightly.
"Since when!?" I cried with happiness.
"She said last night he started stiring and right now he"s opening and closing his eyes. But enough about what Kai"s mum said to me on the phone. Get washed, get dressed, have something to eat and i"ll drive you to hospital" she said it as a motherly order but I could tell she was really pleased for me.
I practically sprinted into the shower and was out in under two minutes squeeky clean. I pulled on something nice because I wanted to look good for when Kai saw me for the first time in over a week. I was downstairs waiting for my mum to do whatever she was taking so long to do when my father came down the stairs with his last suitcase. Suddenly I didn"t feel so happy anymore...

"When I saw you two together in hospital last week I thought you had sorted things out..." I mumbled pouring myself a glass of orange juice.
"No Eddie, we were just keeping the peace. Simply there to see you recover and that"s it. I don"t hate your mother, and maybe some day in the future we"ll find a way to get along. You understand this doesn"t mean I love you or Jake any less, but because of what she"s done, even if we do still love eachother, there will always be doubt in our relationship. No trust. No point. Alright?" he said kindly. I heard my mum come down the stairs putting her coat on. "Come on Eddie lets go" she called and I slowly walked towards the front door, but I stopped as I heard my dad speak again.
"The taxi will be here in an hour, you probally won"t be back by then. As soon as my new place is done up you can come visit whenever you want. I wish you and Kai the best. He"s extremely lucky to have you. See you around kid" he whispered and kissed me on the forehead. I threw my arms round my dad and held him tight. But I refused to let myself cry, this wasn"t goodbye. I would see him again and very soon too. I waved and left the house and headed towards the car. I wiped my eyes and my mood changed back to joy because Kai was going to be alright. The journey there just didn"t seem quick enough! It had never taken this long on the way to the hospital, even when there was traffic. It felt like an age had passed before I saw the tall building which held Kai. My mum parked the car and I ran up to the entrance. "I"m here to see Kai Rawlings" I said to the receptionist. She flicked through her computer even though I already knew which number room he was in. "Room twenty-six, Hayley will show you where it is" she muttered pointing towards a nurse who looked to be in her late thirties. She smiled warmly at me and beckoned me to fallow her. "I"ll stay in the waiting room ok?" my mum informed me. I nodded and walked off down the coridor.

Pretty soon I was outside the door. Looking at the black "Twenty-six" sign that was on the door. I reached out and grabbed hold of the handle. I took a deep breath and opened the door. As exspected Kai"s mum, dad and little sister were seated around his bed. Kai was sitting up right with a bowl of soup in his hand. When he heard the door open he turned and looked in my direction. He stared at me and I stared back. Slowly without taking his eyes off me he put the bowl of soup on the bedside counter. I was pleased to see the wires off him and that his wounds had healed slightly since I last saw him. Kai"s family quickly got up, "We"ll just leave you too it..." Kai"s mum mumbled as she picked up her handbag, everyone left the room, giving me kind smiles as they passed me. I shut the door behind me and took a few steps closer to Kai"s bed. There was an awkward silence where he just stared at me. I was praying his head injury hadn"t caused him to forget me or..."Come here" Kai demanded making me jump out of my thoughts. I slowly edged closer to him until we were face to face. I watched Kai"s eyes move up and down my body as if he was studying every detail of my form.

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I couldn"t explain how I felt at that moment in time. It was as if years of silence went by when Eddie and I were alone in the room. I looked up into his huge gold eyes. He raised those perfect eye brows and the right side of his full lips curved into a smile. I couldn"t hold back anymore, I grabbed him and pulled him onto the bed with me, pressing my lips against his. I started to cry, we both did, but the kiss never broke. Our mouths opened in unison and our tongues danced round eachother. I held him closer pulling his body on top of mine. I winced in pain as his knee was digging into a burn on my leg, but I didn"t care. Not being able to hold Eddie would of been more painful than any wound of mine.

"I thought I was going to loose you!" he whispered.
"I thought I was going to die I really did!" I said and this made us both cry harder.
"You saved my life..." he said out of breath brushing his lips against mine. My tongue forced it"s way back into his mouth and we kissed passionately again, our bodies thrashing against eachother. We probally should of been talking about something happy to lighten the mood. But by the looks of things we were both in need of a good cry.
"God I love you!" I gasped as we stopped for air.

"I"ve missed hearing your voice say those words. I love you too" he said, his tiny body snuggling into my chest. The butterflies in my stomach were in a frenzy. I had never felt so happy in my whole life. This moment right here was special and something neither of us would forget any time soon.

We heard the door open and a young female nurse came in, she bursted out laughing and smiled warmly when she saw us cuddled together with red blury eyes. "Kai your going to have to put him down for a few minutes while I check you over" she giggled. I blushed and we also laughed as Eddie slowly climbed off me. "Check me for what?" I asked. The nurse walked closer to my bed and grinned, "to see if you can go home, what else?!" I beamed at Eddie and his eyes showed excitement. Twenty minutes passed and the last treament I got was a lesson on how to look after my new bandages. "Breathing, heartrate and brain functions are all fine, I guess you can leave now Kai. I"ll make sure reception signs you out ok?" the nurse then left the room and Eddie sprang into my arms once again. "Did you hear that baby?" I whispered and started to cry again, Eddie looked at me and nodded, "you get to go home Kai Kai." It wasn"t easy walking out the hospital with bandages. My parents were thrilled as well that I was able to leave, it was a very quick and sucessful recovery if you ask me. Once I had gotten home I recieved many phone calls from the likes of TJ, Tyler, Harry, Dan and many more. Eddie had gone home with his mother, but he would be coming round later. As soon as I had a shower I ate for England. My mum cooked me up whatever I wanted and while I felt slightly awkward being waited on hand and foot, it was nice that they cared.

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I cleaned up and shaved my body before dressing up and leaving the house. It was now 7pm and as it was an English winter is was already pitch dark. The end of November chill nipped at my face but I had remembered to wrap up the rest of my body nice and warm. I was heading in the direction of Kai"s house. I watched a few cars go by as I stolled along the pavement. I headed into a more empty street, where I could hear the road but it sounded extremely far away. A chill went down my spine, but I didn"t think it was due to the weather. Yep, I was paranoid. And the loud cruel laugh behind me answered the question of why. "What do you want?" I snapped spinning round and staring into the fierce eyes of Barry Goodman. I ignored his pathetic friends behind him and just looked at him. "Why haven"t you been at school fag?" he snarled. But there was something about the way he said it. Like he already knew the answer. "Why do you always show up when i"m walking alone? You some sort of stalker?" I questioned raising my eyebrows.
"When your big bad boyfriend isn"t around to protect you it would be clever if you shut your mouth" he said and shoved me hard in the chest. I fell backwards landing on the concreat pavement. I gasped for air, he had winded me badly. "How is Kai anyway, heard he got himself into a spot of trouble? House fire wasn"t it?" he laughed and so did his mates.
"Kai started waking up last night. He"s out of hospital and home. So unless you want him to kick your arse again I suggest you FUCK OFF!" I spat and tried to get up off the floor.

Barry dived on top of me and smacked me in the face with his large and boney fist. I felt one of the wires on my brace snap and a trickle of blood came out my mouth. His knees were jamming into my stomach and I felt like I was going to vomit. He pulled my hair up then slammed the back of my head back down onto the pavement. I yelped but refused to cry or scream out. I showed no pain or emotion on my face. Just let him beat me senseless. All of a sudden two of his large hands gripped round my throat and squeezed. "I"m going to kill you" he grinned and his hold tightened. I choked and gasped for air. There was the sound of a police car not to far off in the distance. "C"mon Barry lets get out of here incase it comes this way!" one of his friends said. Barry slowly released my next and stood up. Giving me a swift kick in my gut that made me squirm about on the roadside he left. Barry and his friends ran round the corner, I heard a car engine start. I quickly stood up despite the pain and walked quickly round the corner. Something in my head told me I needed to get a look at that car. I didn"t know why but there was this nagging voice inside me saying I needed to see it because it would solve everything. I slowly crept round the corner and watched Barry and his mates get into a dirty grey car.

I"d be lying if I said I was shocked to see the very same car that I had seen on the way to cottage and the very same car I saw pull out of the drive way after the place was set on fire. For some reason I felt extremely sad. Not because of the abuse i"d been through, only slightly because of what it had done to Kai and I sure wasn"t upset about him burning down the cottage. What made me upset was everything Barry was doing was over me standing up for myself on my first day at the new school. It wasn"t as if I did something awful to him or hurt him badly, I basically just showed him I wouldn"t take his crap and that he didn"t intimidate me in the slightest. And it had bought him to this! He obviously burned down the house to kill us and he would of killed me tonight if the police siren hadn"t sounded off in the distance. I knew what I had to do. I didn"t like to be a snitch but he was never going to stop and I was going to do it for everyone else who would be troubled by him in the future. The boy obviously had problems, but it was time to call the police and let the law deal with it as I couldn"t live with the constant harrassment and ongoing assult. Tomorrow I would go to the station and tell the police everything, but right now it was time to go to Kai"s and tell him everything I knew...

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My phone must of rang eight times in the space of ten minutes. The screen would light up and Ty"s name would appear but I just stared at it. The constant ringing and the vibrating was driving me nuts. I wanted to switch it off but then I knew if I did that Tyler would know and he"d feel like shit because I was avoiding him. I stripped off into my underwear and sat on the bed staring into the mirror. I lifted my left arm and flexed it, I hadn"t worked out in ages but as I watched the muscles bulge I noticed there was no harm in not pumping iron in a few weeks. All of a sudden the door open and I quickly put my arm down. "Mum don"t you knock?!" I snapped, then swore loudly as my phone started to ring again.

"Hey, don"t speak to me like that. I just came in to tell you your father and I are going out we"ll be back tomorrow morning though. I"ll go to the shops on the way home, anything you need?" she said sweetly.
"Umm. Were running out of apple juice. Why tell me anyway? What difference would it make, your never here" I grumbled folding my arms.

"Come on none of this. I know your still upset about what happened last week but everyones ok now, you need to let it go" she said walking over and patting me on the back, "I"ll see you tomorrow." My mum then left the room and shut the door behind her. I heard movement downstairs, the door slammed shut and the house fell silent. That was the case until my phone once again went off. I stared at it and on the fourth ring grabbed it.

"Hey..." I sighed down the phone.
"Been calling you for ages...Look about earlier-"
"Can you come over?" I said butting into him.
"When?" Tyler asked.
"Like as soon as possible..."
"Yeah of course, i"ll have a shower and then i"ll be over alright?" he said. I hung up the phone and went to shower too.

About an hour later there was a loud knock on the door. "Hey you want a drink or something?" I mumbled as I invited Tyler into my house. He looked at me with those sky blue eyes and smiled. "Yes please" he giggled, I rolled my eyes at how polite he was to me.
"So you were calling me loads?" I said as we walked into the kitchen and I opened the fridge, "Pepsi?"

"Yes that"s fine thank you, and I just wanted to talk about the other week. You"ve been ignoring my texts and calls. I just wanted to make up with you..." he mumbled and smiled nervously as I handed him the can.
"Yeah i"m sorry I don"t know why I walked out on you Ty. I guess it was all too much, I mean I was pretty sure Kai and Eddie were gonna die back there, I mean can you imagine if they had?!" I said as I pulled myself up onto the counter and sat.
"But they didn"t! Everyones fine and I think you should move on from it now. Sure we lost a few items of clothing, and yeah Kai"s holiday home was destroyed but atleast were all out with nothing less than a few burns and scratches" Tyler said and put the can down on the table. He walked over to me and looked into my eyes, "I love you. And I don"t want you to feel like this is your fault or you have some sort of responsibility now" he smiled and took hold of my hands.
"Does it not freak you out that all of a sudden a house was burning down. I mean what if someone set it alight. I could of sworn I heard someone downstairs that night..." I said hopping off the counter. Still hand in hand I took Ty upstairs into my room and sat down on the bed.

"Everythings just happened so fast. All this bullshit drama. Meeting Eddie, the fight with Kai, falling in love with you and nearly dying in the space of two months!" I groaned laying back onto my bed. Tyler crawled on top of me, he was kind of heavy but nothing I couldn"t cope with. I grabbed the back of his head and bought his lips to mine. I then rolled Ty onto his back and pulled his hoodie and t-shirt off, his jeans fallowing close behind them until he was laying in just his underwear on my bed. I kissed down his neck making him squirm underneath me. I then rolled off him and stripped myself down until I was completely naked. Tyler sat up and looked at me, he then reached forwards and took hold of my semi-erect dick. As soon as his warm hand wrapped round my shaft I became instantly hard. He rolled back the foreskin and gently rubbed the tip between his thumb and fore-finger, it stung but was also strangly pleasurable. I then lay on my back and Ty kneeled infront of me. He leant over and licked the end of my cock before taking it between his wet, soft lips. I groaned and gripped on to his soft hair, raising my hips so my dick slid down his throat. "Suck me Ty!" I hissed. He took down as much of my shaft as he could and bobbed his head up and down. He used his tongue, swirling it around and tasting me in his mouth. I growled and pulled his head off. That was enough, it was time to get inside him.

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Toby flipped me over. His muscles buldging as he did so. We stared into eachother"s eyes before he lay on top of me and started kissing and sucking on my neck. He then got down to my chest and sucked roughly on my left nipple while rubbing the right one with the tips of his fingers. They became erect in seconds and I gasped as he licked down my soft stomach. "Spread em"" he chuckled looking up at me and winking. I bent my legs and opened them, blushing slightly as everything was in full view. "Your whole body has gone pink" he laughed. "Well it"s embarrassing" I giggled as he rubbed the ridge between my balls and my arse hole. "Don"t be embarrassed. Everythings just perfect down here" he mumbled. When he said that I got butterflies, I had no idea Toby could be so sweet and reasuring. With his two large hands he spreads my legs wider and stuck out his tongue. I shivered as he licked up and down the crack of my arse, stabbing my hole with his tongue. I wriggled and moaned as his tongue slipped up inside me, "Oh Toby..." I sighed. I felt like I was in another world. I heard him spit and warm saliva landed right on my hole. Toby then took his face away and shoved his middle finger as far in as it would go. I wanted to shout out but I bit my lip and let him roughly shove his finger back and forth inside me. A few seconds later I had another finger sliding in and out of me. It felt so good I was thrashing about all over Toby"s bed, "You like that don"t you?" he whispered seductively, twisting his fingers and opening me up.

I didn"t even feel his fingers come out. But I did feel him roll me over and put me on my hands and knees. I stuck my arse into the air and he gripped on to my thick hips. My whole body trembled with excitement as I waited for Toby to make his move. I heard him take a deep breath and felt the tip of his dick search for my hole. There were a few seconds of silence. Then Toby"s cock was deep inside me. I screamed out. I felt like I could because we were alone. It wasn"t a long scream, just enough to let Toby know I could feel him. "Shhh...Your alright Ty" he mumbled and I felt my muscles clench around him. I burried my head into his pillow and pushed back against him. Quickly he started pumping in and out of me, grunting as he did so. I moaned loudly into his pillow as he rammed into me over and over again. He pinched my backside and ran his hands all over my sweat soaked body. "Oh my..." I sighed as he filled me up over and over again. I felt him reach round and grab on to my own pulsing cock. He stroked it with the same rhythem he penetrated and retreated from my body. Shivers went up and down my spine and my body ached. I threw my head back and groaned and once I had done so I squirted cum all over Toby"s hand and bedsheets. "Ty, i"m gonna!" Toby said but his sentence cut off with a load groan and I felt warm liquid flow inside me. I whimpered, it always felt strange having someone cum inside me because it wasn"t really something I would of ever imagined someone doing to me, but it still felt incredible. I lay on my back staring at the cieling until felt Toby get up off the bed. "Go turn the light off Ty while I sort out the sheets" he said. I slowly got up off the bed. My knees were still weak and I wobbled as I made my way across the room to the light switch. As I flicked it off Toby turned on his bedside lamp giving the room a dim glow.

Toby had neatend out the bedsheets when I came back over to the bed and was already laying on it with his eyes closed. He reached out his hand and waved it around searching for mine. I took it and climbed into bed with him. We lay in silence for what seemed like ten minutes just listening to eachother breathing. I was unable to move because I finally felt at peace.
"It"s always been you..." Toby"s deep voice said, breaking the silence.

"What do you mean?" I asked turning my head and looking at him. He wrapped his arm round me and I put my head on his chest. His heartbeat was calm and steady.
"You"ve always been the one. Think about it...Fifteen years old you were banned from seeing me but you never ever gave up on our friendship. I mean your dad"s a pretty scary guy when he wants to be, imagine the shit you would of gotten if he"d found out everytime you said you were with Kai or Dan you were actually partying with me. You knew all about the drinking, the drugs, the partying, the sex, the lying, the cheating and the fact i"m not exactly clever. But you stayed friends with me inspite of all those things. And when I hurt you, you could trust me again, and even the time after that. I almost destroyed your relationship with your family and you still trusted me and stuck by my side. No one has ever been that loyal to me and I wish I could of seen that before I totally fucked up your life" he whispered, he had disapointment in his voice, like he was annoyed at himself. I closed my eyes as he gently brushed my hair with his fingers.

"Your a really special guy Toby...There"s a voice at the back of my head telling me that this is going to all go wrong, but I don"t want to listen to it. I don"t want to listen to anyone who tells me that this is a bad idea. I trust you, I want you in my life for a very, very long time..." I said taking his hand and kissing the back of it.

"Look at me" he ordered and I looked up. The second I did I was lost in those wicked green eyes that were shining brightly in the dim light, he placed my hand on his heart and placed his hand on the side of my face. His thumb gently stroked my cheek and he looked at me seriously. "This is it now ok? You and me. No one else, just us. I trust you, I don"t want anyone else but you. No one compares in the slightest. Your mine and i"m yours and that"s the way it"s going to be ok Ty?" he whispered and a few tears rolled down his cheeks.

I nodded. I had always known that this was what I wanted. But hearing Toby say it just made it more true. It was offical, as he said, I was his and he was mine and no one else would compare to how we felt about eachother. The nagging voice at the back of my head instantly faded away into silence as Toby kissed me softly and for the first time ever, romanticly. My body was tingling all over. When I was with Toby I felt like I could fly way up to the stars. "I love you so much" I said pulling away from his lips and placing my head back on to his chest. "I love you too" he said, wrapping his huge protective arms around me, "more than anything else in the world." He leaned over and turned off the lamp. I slowly closed my eyes wondering what tomorrow would bring. When I was with him I felt like I had been through every emotion possible, I felt like I had been through so much with this one special guy. But it was realy only the start of things...

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Let me tell you a little about myself. My names Kai, and i"m eighteen years old. I"m your adverage teen and even though I hate school I still try hard to get good grades. I"m well liked at school, I still go round with a large group of people. And the close friends I did have are closer than ever. I play football on the school team, but i"m not captain and I don"t want to be as i"ve never been good at organising things. I don"t know if girls come and cheer me on, I guess I don"t pay attention because they do not mean anything to me. Two and a half months ago my life was pretty normal. Would get up for school each day and at weekends i"d go to a party or play football. I felt like a robot of some sort, just fallowing a basic routine for many years of my life. That was until Eddie Stroud showed up in my form earlier this year in september. I felt like I didn"t have to hide who I was when he came into my life, I felt like I was in a prison of some sort and that Eddie was my release...in more ways than one. Haha. Last week, the day I had come out of hospital my boyfriend Eddie had come round telling me about what had happened with him and Barry Goodman. There was a courtcase which thankfully Eddie and I won. Unluckily for Barry the law wasn"t on his side as he had broken it many times before. It was apparent that the fire was created to kill us and not as an act of vandalism. Therefor Barry and a few of his friends were charged with attempted murder. I didn"t even feel sorry, he had caused us both enough pain over the past couple of months, Eddie physicaly and me emotionaly. I noticed the change of attitude in both of us. We felt like we didn"t have to look over our shoulder all the time. It was good to see my lover"s mind at rest...

My house was empty when Eddie knocked on the door. I had made sure to invite him on a night where everyone was out. I didn"t say a word, just picked him up and bought him up the stairs. My light was off but I had lit scented candles around my room. I lay him on my bed and he shuffled into a sitting position. I shut the door and made my way over to the bed. I sat infront of him, staring into those hypnotizing gold eyes. He looked nervous, to be honest I was too. But obviously not for the same reason, because I was pretty sure he had know idea what was in store for him tonight. I leaned forewards and kissed him gently and slowly, taking my time to get him into the mood. I lifted up his top and threw it on the floor, mine fallowed quickly behind it. I pressed my naked chest against his and kissed him again more passionately but still taking it slow. I undid the button of his jeans and slowly bought down the zipper. I kicked off my sweatpants and tugged off Eddie"s jeans until we were both in our underwear. Eddie leaned foreward and rubbed my cock through my boxers, I let out a soft moan and he took that as his que to continue what he was doing. He pulled down the front of my boxers and my hard cock pointed straight at him. He took it in his hand slowly tugged on it, rolling my foreskin over the tip. Without warning my shaft was surrounded by Eddie"s warm moist mouth. As he slid it in and out of his mouth, his full lips were brushing against it with each stroke. "Oh god that feels good!" I groaned gently pushing his head up and down. My toes curled and my fists clenched but I couldn"t let up just yet. I slowly removed myself from his mouth and lay him on his back.

I pulled off his underwear to see Eddie in all his naked glory. His round bum, the thing that had turned me on the most the first time I saw him was still as perfect as the first time I saw it. I gently squeezed it before opening his legs and revealing the tiny dark pink hole that Eddie was hiding. I looked up at him, he gave me a cheeky smile and start sexily sucking on his finger. I smiled back at him then leaned down and kissed the inside of his hairless legs. I felt his body warm up as I got closer and closer to my target. I kissed the small hole then stuck out my tongue and licked it. I heard Eddie giggled from above and his legs tensed. I held on to the cheeks of his arse and dug my tongue into his hole. He tasted strong and sweet as always and I heard his warm giggle again. I slowly reached down the side of the bed and got a bottle of lube. I lubed up my fingers and gently rubbed it over his hole. I pressed my finger against the entrance and it sunk inside him I heard him moan as I slowly bought it in and out of him. Pretty soon I had two fingers inside him. I spent extra time working my fingers in and out of his hole as I knew Eddie loved to be fingered. I removed my fingers and lubed up my cock. I got on top of him making myself comfortable between his legs. "Your body"s so beautiful..." I whispered staring into his eyes. With one hand he rubbed my shoulder and with the other he reached down and gently guided my cock inside him. As soon as I entered Eddie my eyes rolled back in my head and I started breathing loudly and quickly. "Ouch..." he hissed as I slowly edged my way deeper into him. I paused slightly and leaned down until our faces were inches away. He wrapped his arms round my neck and planted three quick kisses on my lips, "go for it...do what you do best" he said in a loud whisper.

I started moving my hips, leaving and entering Eddie"s warm tight hole. He moaned and dug his nails into me, throwing his head back and closing his eyes. It felt incredable. I would never get used to the sensation of making love to his sweet and beautiful body. I threw my head back and thrusted harder. It was hard, deep and slow. Every now and again we would pause, catch our breath and kiss passionately before continuing. We kept this up until we both neared the point of no return. Eddie wrapped his legs round me and whimpered loudly, he grinded his body against mine and thrashed about on the bed. I felt shots of warm cum coat my abs, I looked down to see Eddie looking up at me, his fringe stuck to his forehead with sweat. My pace picked up but I still tried to be as gentle as possible, my whole body started shaking and I felt as if I was on cloud nine. "Go on baby! Cum inside me!" he whispered and his voice echoed through my head. It was all too much, my body froze and my cock sprayed load after load of cum inside Eddie"s small frame. I collasped on top of him, our body"s slippery with sweat and cum. "Wow...Oh wow..." Eddie gasped rubbing his hand all over my wet back.

"That was the best..." I panted.
"It"s ever felt.." he whispered finishing off my sentence for me. I wanted to just lay there until we fell asleep but I remembered there was something I needed to do. I got up off Eddie and gently and wiped him off with the tissue on my bedside table. I felt sick as I stood up and made my way over to my wardrobe. I pulled out the blue t-shirt and put it on Eddie myself. He sat on the edge of the bed watching me as I went to my underwear draw. I reached in and got a clean pair of underwear. However he didn"t see the thing I picked up afterwards. I came back over to the bed, my hands behind my back. My heart was racing and I thought I was going to vomit right there in my bedroom. "Kai, what are you hiding behind your back?" Eddie giggled, he was smiling but looked nervous, I was glad I wasn"t the only one. I pulled myself together, I had lit candles and made love to him and now it was time to do what I had been planning for this night all along...

I took a deep breath and got down on one knee. Bringing the open ring box out from behind my back where Eddie could see it. I took hold of Eddie"s hand and looked up at him. I tried to smile but I knew he could see my fear showing through. This was scarier than anything I had ever been through before, even scarier than running through a flaming house and nearly dying. I heard him make a noise and then all of a sudden he bursted into tears. I felt like I had offended him in some way but then I noticed how brightly his eyes were shining and how wide his smile was.
"Eddie will you marry me?" I stuttered.

"YES!" he pratically yelled at me and pulled me close against him. I started crying too due to overwhelming happiness. I took the diamond ring out of the box and placed it on Eddie"s ring finger.
"Kai it"s beautiful, how did you afford this?!" he gasped, lifting up his hand and spreading his fingers wide as he admired the ring.
"House chores, birthday money, christmas money, was saving up for a car but I guess that can wait" I chuckled, beaming at him.
"Kai, you shouldn"t have" he said, but I could tell he was pleased I bought the ring as he couldn"t stop looking at it, watching it sparkle.

"Yeah, I mean I wanted to take you out for a romantic dinner but I ran out of money" I said. I noticed some of the candles had burned out leaving a cherry scented smell that filled the room. Eddie got into my now dry bed and I climbed in next him, wrapping my arms around him. He rolled over and looked into my eyes. We bought our mouths together once again and kissed, our tongues intwining with the deepest passion.

I looked down at the small boy cuddling into my body. He had changed my life for the better. We had made many memories in the past two months and had many more to come. I was going to get married! I hadn"t even told my parents I was going to propose but I had and it was going to happen no matter what anyone said. We didn"t have anything to be scared of. I may of lost a lot of things in that fire, I almost lost my life, but I would of given it all up anyway if it meant I could stay with Eddie.
"I love you Kai Kai" he said, breaking the silence.
"I love you Eddie" I whispered running my fingers through his damp hair.
"Kai, why do you want to marry me?" he whispered kissing my lips once again.

"Because you showed me how to love and trust. You made me feel special. When I went mad you stuck by my side, you loved me when I was unlovable. You made me realise that nothing else mattered as long as I had those who are true to me close. You made me believe in miracles..." I said surely. The last of the candles dyed down and the room fell into darkness. I felt warm and relaxed. Eddie slipped his hand in mine and I held him close.
"Even though meeting you has put me on an emotional rollercoaster I wouldn"t erase you from my memory even if I could. For richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, for better and for worse, I can honestly say i"ve never felt better than I do when i"m with you..."

THE END!!!