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Fiction > Retrospective: Part 1 from 2
By Jason Smyth, 0 Reviews Post your review
On the 10th of August, I closed my front door and smiled as I took a deep
breath of summer air. As I strolled through my quiet, suburban neighborhood. I
said good morning to Mrs Murdock as she trimmed her roses in the front garden,
the frequent cutting sound of her stainless steel scissors was something I heard
all too often in the summer time as she tended her garden. She had lived next
door to me since I can remember, she had watched me grow up. As I continued
walking, my hands tucked into my pockets, I nodded shyly to Victor Grahame, a
middle aged man as he washed his car for the third time that week. I flashed a
quick smile at Joey as he practiced his swing, playing catch in the garden with
his father. He stopped when he saw me and a quirky smile spread across his
tanned face. Joey was on the school baseball team. We were both eighteen and had
been in the same class since school. I stopped dead in my tracks when I saw Mr Jenkins, he was an old, very
traditional man. He kept to himself most of the time, didn’t say a word to
anyone most days, I composed myself before I passed him sitting in his front
yard. Next I came across Maria Polly, she was a kind hearted woman she was sun
bathing in her front yard, her daughters stole a quick glance at me before
running off giggling and whispering about something excitedly. I strolled in the
direction they had run off. I was reunited with them when I turned the corner,
they were whispering with a few of their friends. Silence beckoned when they saw
me. “Oh my gosh, it’s sexy Sam.” I heard one of Maria Polly’s kids whisper a
little too loudly. “You know you really shouldn’t know that word at your age
Kelly.” Her jaw dropped as I said that. “He knows my name.” Kelly Polly
whispered in disbelief with a look of amazement on her face. At once the girls
turned to face each other and began a flurry of synchronized screams before
dashing past me. I chuckled before I continued to walk. I pushed open the door to the Sally’s diner and stepped inside, the buzzing
of the air conditioning provided some well needed relief from the scorching
heat. I gazed around the diner quickly and spotted Dylan at once. He smiled and
waved at me as I looked in his direction, I nodded at him, to show I had seen
him. I sat down opposite him and was about to start speaking when I was
interrupted by an overweight, red haired woman who wore too much perfume and
whose lips were redder than Mrs’s Murdock’s roses. Her legs quivered as she
struggled to stand in her outrageously high heels. She wore an apron which
comically red “Big momma cooks big meals”. I smiled the way I always did when I
read that. Sally was nicknamed big momma due to her personality as well as her
size she looked after her customers like they were her children, but don’t be
fooled, she had a big heart, but a big temper too. I had heard rumours she threw one of her shoes at her ex husband, the heel
almost costing him an eye. To this day I still don’t know if those rumours are
true. “What can I get you fine young boys on this gorgeous day?” Dylan answered
before I had the chance to think. “Two strawberry milkshakes please Sally.”
Sally let out a deep chuckle before answering. “The usual for my two sweeties.”
She turned and hobbled back behind the counter. “You know me too well Dyl.”
Dylan and were best friends since we were born, honestly, our parents had always
been friends and moved to the suburbs when they found out they were pregnant. I
called him Dyl, I don’t know why, it just fitted. Dylan was sixteen too, he had
wavy black hair, but not curly to the extreme, like afro territory, just nice,
natural waves. He had piercing green eyes which could not be ignored, you found
spellbound, trapped under their control. He had soft pink lips and a small,
delicate nose. On that day Dylan was wearing a low cut, black and white striped
top with his default chinos, he always wore chinos, don’t ask me why. Now that you know everyone, I can start telling you my story, you see on the
10th of August, 2011, my life would change forever, and then it would end,
because at 9:31 PM, that day one of my neighbours who I had seen that morning,
would take my life. It sounds worse than it is really, I mean, off course, I was
shocked at first, but I got over it, you will too. This is the story of the
things I did on the final day of my life, the last people I would ever speak to,
goodbyes I never got to say, and most importantly, the revealing of my murderer.
I’ll let you work it out for yourself, I’ll take you back to that day, and
you’ll read this story as if you were me, basically you’ll see things through my
eyes. Good luck, and remember, things are not what they seem, so trust nobody, I
learned that the hard way. “Off course, I know you, we’re best friends remember.” He arched his
perfectly trimmed, black eye brows at me creating a patronizing look on his
face. “Yeah, Dyl, we are best friends, and that’s why I’m not sure this is a
good idea.” Dylan’s eyebrows lowered again and he looked at me seriously now.
“Aww Sam please don’t back out of this now, I’ve told you before, you’re just
nervous alright, and that’s perfectly fine you just gotta trust me on this, you
trust me right?” Dylan leaned across the table slightly, his green eyes staring
deeply into my blue eyes. “Off course.” I did trust him, I would trust him with
my life, but I was scared, he was braver than I was, stronger too. “Sam, I can
tell you’re still worried, and I don’t want that.” Dylan paused for a moment and
took a deep breath before continuing as I listened intently. “We don’t have to
do this, but if we didn’t I think it would be a shame, I mean loads of guys our
age do it, it’s just experimenting, it doesn’t make you a faggot.” I didn’t know
what to say to him then, I hated that word. Luckily someone else did the talking
for me. “Two strawberry milkshakes for my favourite boys.” Big momma slammed down two large glasses on the table in front of us, each
containing a pinkish slur inside. We had the same milkshake every time we came
here. “Dylan leaned forward and took a sip from his milkshake, he kept his green
eyes on me as his lips folded around the straw, so pink and wet, I found myself
inadvertently staring as the milkshake travelled up the straw and into his
mouth, I heard him take a gulp and watched his throat as he swallowed the creamy
milkshake seductively, I wondered whether he did it on purpose or unconsciously,
it was still hot. “So?” Dylan beckoned for an answer from me. I took a sip from
my own milkshake trying to buy myself some more time before I had to answer my
best friend. “Okay.” I tried to fake a smile. It’s not that I didn’t want to do
things with Dylan, oh there were so many things I wanted to do. But he was doing this to ‘experiment’, he wasn’t… well, the way he said it
‘faggot’. But I was scared that experimenting with him would be too much for me.
I had always looked at Dylan as more than a friend. It was hard enough to keep
my hands of him at the best of times, more often than not I wanted nothing more
than to dive on top of him and work mdy lips on every part of his gorgeous body.
“Cool.” He replied casually. Then he gave no warning before leaning across the
table, I closed my eyes instinctively, somehow expecting to feel his luscious
lips on mine, but I didn’t. I felt his thumb rub across my top lip. I reopened
my eyes, shocked and confused. I put his thumb to his own lips now and sucked
it. The corner of his mouth folded upwards creating a wicked grin. “Milkshake
moustache, you ought to be more careful.” I smiled nervously and thanked him for
getting rid of it, even if it was by unorthodox methods. I could never tell what
Dylan was thinking, he could be manipulative when he wanted to, but he was my
best friend, I had to trust him and I did. We finished our milkshakes and paid before leaving. I was shaking by the time
we arrived at his house. I entered behind him and closed the door, too late too
back out now. “You can go on up if you want, I’m just gonna get us some drinks.”
I tip toed upstairs and into Dylan’s room. It was surprisingly tidy, his
normally messy bed was now tidied neatly, his clothes no longer lay all over the
floor and a clean, fresh scent had replaced the boyish odour of sweat and cum. I
walked to the window and looked around outside quickly. I noticed Mr Jenkins
outside walking his old, weary Labrador, it was almost as if he knew I would be
standing at that window because as I looked at him I realized his eyes were set
firmly on me, studying me intensely I backed away from the window and fell back
onto the bed. “Something wrong?” Dylan’s sudden presence startled me. “No.” I
replied sharply, not wanting to be embarrassed, Dylan handed me a can of cola
before planting himself on the bed next to me, he kicked off his shoes and
scurried backwards onto the bed, putting his feed up, he placed on hand on his
stomach and began slowly playing with the bottom of his shirt, pulling it back a
little revealing his toned tummy before tugging the shirt back down. I think it
was his way of teasing me. I set down my cola on Dylan’s bedside table, I had enough butterflies in my
stomach without adding a fizzy drink to the equation. “So, ehh how do we start
off then?” Dylan swallowed another mouthful of cola and let out a long breath of
refreshment before answering me casually. “Just leave it to me bro.” Dylan
rolled over and placed his empty cola bottle on the floor. Then he got up,
leaving me watching him curiously. He approached the tv and shuffled around for
a few seconds before finding a dvd and putting it in the player. He turned to me
and smiled, flashing a cheeky wink. He stood up and pulled of his top, I watched
in amazement, this being the first time I had been given a chance to admire his
body properly, up until now I had to steal glances while trying not to get
caught. He put his hands behind his head, revealing small tufts of hair under
his arms. He seemed perfectly comfortable, putting his thumbs under the
waistband of his trousers. His voice broke the trance his body had put me under.
“You just gonna watch or are you gonna put on your own show?” Dylan laughed. I
sat up straight, and tugged off my own top, feeling much less comfortable and
relaxed than Dylan. “That wasn’t so hard was it?” Dylan proclaimed having now
rejoined me on the bed. Simultaneously we both leaned back, our backs against
his headboard, both of us facing forward. I realized he had put on a porn movie.
I found myself watching the thick, cut cock on the screen instead of the blonde
girl bouncing up and down furiously moaning annoyingly. Suddenly I felt Dylan begin to gently caress the inside of my leg, he kept
talking, I have no idea how he could be so casual while he touched his best
friend like this. He ran his hand up and down the inside of my leg, going a
little closer to my crotch with each stroke. I placed my hand on his leg,
returning the favour by copying his movements exactly. He continued rubbing my
leg while he watched the movie. I on the other hand watched his face while I
touched him, not interested in the porn he couldn’t take his eyes off. My eyes
snapped back to my own body when I felt him begin to undo my button, I watched
as his fingers fiddled around at my trousers, undoing my button instantly. I
looked to his lap and undid his button less efficiently than he had done mine.
He arched his back, signalling for me to pull of his chinos. I obeyed and pulled
of his trousers, leaving him in his calvin klein boxer shorts. I lifted my bum
of the bed, letting Dylan pull of my trousers. I felt my dick begin to harden as Dylan rubbed my dick through my thin
boxers. What excited me more was the slow growth I could feel through Dylan’s
calvin klein boxer shorts. “You ready for the next step.” Dylan turned and asked
me. I kept my hand on his crotch but turned to look at his beautiful face.
“Yeah, I think I am.” I replied, now feeling slightly relaxed. Dylan took his
hand of me and placed it on his own boxer shorts, clearly ready to pull them
off, he hooked his thumbs under the waistband and instinctively I did the same
with my own. “On the count of three.” Dylan directed me. “One……….two………….three.”
In one swift motion our boxer shorts were gone. Immediately our cocks sprang up
and pointed straight at the ceiling. Dylan now ignored the tv and stared at my
cock instead. My eyes were glued to his manhood. Seven inches of pure heaven. A
slight bush covered the base of his swollen, read cock. It was perfect. His
purple head leaking pre cum already. For the first time I took the lead I took my hand and wrapped it around
Dylan’s cock, it felt warm, hard but delicate. He copied me and placed his hand
on my meat. Slowly I began to slide my hand along the length of his firm rod.
Watching his face as I pleasured him. Dylan gave me a handjob, but that was all
it was, he wasn’t putting emotion into it like I was, he was doing the job half
heartedly, the confidence and self assurance he had earlier had now gone. “Is
something wrong?” I asked taking my hand of him. “Maybe, I don’t know.” I
wondered what he meant. “Well, talk to me, what is it?” Dylan looked at me, he
looked lost for words. “This isn’t what I expected.” My heart sank as he said those words, I had disappointed him. I had let him
down. “I’m sorry, I’ll try to do it better, just show me how.” I pleaded with
him, trying to recover what was left of this highly anticipated experience. “No
it’s not you, I thought we would just jack each other off, and that would be it,
no strings attached, I thought that would be enough to satisfy me, to stop the
thoughts, stop the curiosity.” His voice trailed off as if he was hiding
something. “But it makes sense now, I didn’t just want a handjob, not even a
blowjob, I don’t want to fuck you, god no way how could I have been so stupid?”
He asked him self, I wanted to cry, how could he just put me down like this? “I want to feel you, to taste you, have you in my mouth, make love to you if
you’d let me, I wanna hold your hand, kiss you, hold you in my arms, not the
meaningless shit I thought would satisfy me. I want you Sam.” My mouth hung open
as he confessed his feeling, he wore his heart on his sleeve, for me to either
take or break. “I’m sorry Sam, but I think I just might even love you.” My jaw
hit the floor as he spoke softly the words which made my heart feel like it was
going to burst. “Don’t ever say that again Dyl.” Dylan looked more upset than I
had ever seen him. “Don’t say you’re sorry, don’t be sorry.” I sprung forward
and kissed him, years of desire being unleashed on his perfect pink lips. He lay
motionless, in shock I suppose. It didn’t stop me from kissing him like I had
wanted to for all these years, biting his bottom lip and sucking the top one.
He pulled away and gave him a chance to react. He took a deep breath. He
opened his eyes for a moment he looked like a little boy who had lost his
parents in the supermarket, frightened, panicking, terrified, but then that all
changed, he smiled like never before, he seemed overwhelmed with happiness and
relief. I had the old Dylan back, the mischievous, sly look in his eye had gone,
he looked happy now. He had changed just like that. “I’m glad we did this.” I
said quietly, I spoke softly and gently without even meaning to. “I didn’t know
we were finished.” Dylan said with clear intent in his voice. He flipped me of
him so I landed on my back. Quickly he rolled over and kissed my neck before
moving south. He positioned his lips directly above my still hard cock, before I
had time to protest (not that I wanted to) I felt his lips spread over the
throbbing head of my cock, I felt a whole new sensation, it was like nothing I
had ever experienced. His warm, wet mouth engulfed my cock in seconds. I watched
in awe as his head slid down my cock and his face buried itself in my hairy
crotch, the heat of his mouth was overwhelming. The tightness of his throat as he deepthroated me pushed me over the edge
instantly. I grunted as I placed my hands on his head, gently running my hands
through his soft hair. I spilt my cum into his hungry mouth, his moans were
muffled I filled his mouth with my thick, white juices. “Arrgggh fuck Dyl.” He
just kept sucking furiously, like he was milking me for all I was worth. I felt
my cock begin to go limp once he had sucked me dry. I gasped for air as he wiped
his mouth with the back of his hand. His eyes sparkled with excitement as he
looked up at me, awaiting what would come next. I looked down at him. “Thank
you.” I uttered between my shallow breaths. “My pleasure, I’ve had you in my
hand, and now in my mouth, I only have one more place for you to go, but I think
its the best, you’ll like it there, so much you wont wanna leave.” Dylan said
cheekily, clearly voicing his need for me to make love to him. “You’re serious.”
I said both to him and myself in shock. Part of me couldn’t believe this was all happening. I looked above his head
at his clock, “Twelve O’clock.” Dylan turned his head to the clock before
looking back at me. “And?” “I’m supposed to mow my neighbour’s lawn, I do it
every Saturday you know that.” I regretted having to leave Dyl, especially now,
but I didn’t want to let down Mrs Murdock. Dylan rolled onto his back and threw
his head back so I could see his face. “But I don’t want you to leave me all
alone.” He put on a childish accent and widened his eyes, he puffed out his
bottom lip and tried to look cute, it didn’t take much effort for him really. I
leaned forward and kissed him on the head. Then quickly on the lips. “I’m
sorry…. Babe.” He smiled when I said babe. “I’ll see you later?” He thought
about it for a second then answered me, “Meet me here at about seven?” “Sure
thing, but why seven?” I asked, intrigued as to what he had planned. “I’ve got
some shit I need to do first.” He replied casually, the manipulative Dylan
beginning to show through the cracks, I settled down again trying not to sound
curious towards his behaviour. “Like?” I persisted. “Nothing you need to worry
about.” He snapped back. I put on my clothes and we watched me as I did. “I guess
I’ll see you later then.” I was about to walk out of the room when he pulled be
back by the waist, he pulled me towards him and kissed me on the corner of the
mouth. “I’ll see you out” He pulled on a pair of boxers and followed me
downstairs, he opened the door and looked around quickly before kissing me
goodbye. I began walking away when something caught my eye, I turned quickly to
the right but saw nothing, must have been my imagination I thought to myself. I
turned back to Dylan’s house but the door was closed and he was nowhere to be
seen. I turned to the left now and was startled, about a metre away from me
stood Mr Jenkins. I nodded nervously to him but he showed no signs of having
acknowledged my pleasantry. I darted past him and started jogging towards Mrs
Murdock’s house, I arrived in about five minutes, I knocked the door and heard
her shout to come in, “Sorry I’m late Mrs M. I got, ehh, held up.” I closed the
front door and looked around, her home was surprisingly modern, but with old
fashioned touches, a bible sat by the front door and there was a cross on the
wall. I made my way to the kitchen where she was preparing some sort of food. “Not
to worry dear, would you like a drink?” Mrs M smiled at me kindly. “No thank
you, I’ll just get to work.” I stepped around the kind old woman and began to
mow her grass, it was still hot and I was sweating by the time I was halfway
through the back garden. I pulled of my top and threw it over my shoulder. I
stopped for a second to catch my breath before I continued the job, when I had
finished the back lawn Mrs M called me inside. “What’s the matter?” I asked
feeling concerned. “Nothing at all dear, sit down.” I sat down, confused at her
sudden change in behaviour. “You don’t seem yourself today Sam, is everything
alright?” I had probably seemed a little strange, eager to get straight to work,
not wanting to speak, I guess I was just confused over the whole Dylan
situation, but obviously I couldn’t tell Mrs Murdock that, she’s religious, and
gay is wrong in the eyes of religion. “Nothings wrong.” I stated unconvincingly.
“Are you familiar with the ten commandments Sam?” I didn’t like where this was
going. “I guess so, why Mrs..” She cut me off before I could finish. “Please
Sam, call me Sharon. Then you’ll know it is a sin to lie.” I knew I wasn’t going to be able to lie
to her, it was no use. “Well Mrs… Sharon, I guess I’m just going through a
difficult time right now, everything just seems messed up right now.” Sharon
watched me closely as I spoke, waiting for my confession. She sat opposite me at
the small table, her hands placed flat on the table. Her eyes focussed on me
behind her silver framed glasses. “Tell me what it is honey.” She spoke
reassuringly. She placed her hand on my wrist and rubbed it gently. “It’s
complicated, I’ve done things I shouldn’t have, with people, oh I don’t know.” I
continued to feel her rubbing my wrist comfortingly. “Go on dear.” I struggled
to hold myself together, everything around me seemed to disappear, all I could
focus on was myself. “I tried, well you know, stuff with my friend Dylan. And I
know it was wrong in all sorts of ways but I just couldn’t resist it.” I started
to sob, anticipating Sharon’s next action, expecting her to kick me out of her
home, her life based on religion, mine on sin. “Could you pass me that TV guide
honey?” I looked up at her confused, only for her to nod in my direction
slightly behind me. I turned and picked up a small magazine sat behind me and looked at it,
expecting to see something relevant to my problems, but I saw nothing, only the
latest TV storylines. I handed her the magazine and wiped my eyes. “This book
dear, tells me all the programmes on tv this week.” I listened intently, I had
endless questions but didn’t want to interrupt the seemingly wise old woman.
“They publish a new one each week, because times change dear, new programmes
come out, and that makes the old magazine go out of date. Do you understand what
I’m saying?” I shook my head, my eyes still watering. She nodded briefly before
reaching into her handbag which sat on the floor next to where she was sitting,
from it she pulled out yet another bible. “This is another book, a different
book from that one.” She said nodding to the tv magazine which now lay idly on
the table. “This book says do not lie with a man as one lies with a woman. That
is detestable.” She paused and looked at me, signalling she wanted some sort of
reaction. “That means it’s wrong for two men to have sex right?” A solemn look
spread across Sharon’s face. “Yes honey.” She said coldly. “But the problem with this book is they don’t make a new one
each week, and I think this one’s a little out of date, and the things it says,
just don’t make sense today.” I felt a faint glimpse of hope start to arise
within me, starting to realize where she was going with this. I smiled for the
first time, “Thanks Sharon.” She had given me a new view on the situation,
things weren’t as bad as I thought. Suddenly the kitchen door opened and Joey
walked into the kitchen. “Hey grandma.” He said kindly. “Sam.” He said to me
sharply, he didn’t seem surprised to see me here. “Hello Joey, you know Sam I
see.” Joey shot a quick glance in my direction before speaking. “Yeah we go to
school together.” His voice seemed different today, usually he would sound
upbeat and excited when we spoke, but now his voice seemed robotic and cold. “I
should get going, thanks for the talk, Mrs M.” I said nervously, I felt
uncomfortable being in the room with Joey. “Anytime Sam” She said politely as
she showed me out. Once I was outside a sense of relief washed over me, I wasn’t
sure what was wrong with Joey today but honestly I didn’t really care too much.
I walked along the sidewalk towards my own house but stopped when I heard
Sharon’s door slam shut again, I turned suddenly but wished I hadn’t. Joey was
storming away from the house with his fists clenched, he looked angry, I was
about too ask him what was wrong but he walked in the opposite direction from
where I was standing and he was gone before I had the chance to speak. I shrugged my shoulders and walked into my house. “Hey mum, dad I’m back.” I
leaned my head back against the door and smiled, nothing could go wrong, nothing
at all. Thanks for reading! I hope you enjoyed the story, the whole point of this
story for me was to do something a little different than normal. I decided to
mix things up a little and base this story on suspense but still try to make
sure there’s romance in there. So, feel free to guess who the killer is and let
me know who you think did it!
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