As I sit here getting ready to right this story I can feel myself getting totally hot!!! Just knowing that this is going out to whoever wants to read it, telling all my dirty little secrets really gets me going. I am not an author, or even a very good writer but everything else is true and I look forward to hearing your reviews. So here goes. . . .

I am relatively new to the man to man scene, perhaps about 2-3 years of experience. I am a tall, slim, build with blond hair and blue eyes and 33 years old with lots of exerience with women. I have somewhat of a muscular build with some hair on my chest. I am bi-sexual with my most encounters being enjoyed more with guys, rather than girls. I have always been an exhibitionist and toys with a little pain really get me going. Not normally submissive but, with the right guy, lots of fun!!! I enjoy wearing low riding jeans, usually no underwear and just a T-shirt, or sweat shirt. I shave my 7.5", cut shaft very tight and have a completely smooth trail and pussy. When I go out and see a guy checking me out, I usually like to give a good show. For even more fun, I sometimes were a pink G-String that I either let slip out or just plain show off.

I have been to nude beaches were I realy love to be seen. I make sure to lay on my towel, pretend to read a magazine, keeping my legs spread so that my pink pussy glistens in the sun. Older guys and black guys (both of which I am attracted to) get to see all they want, which gets me even hotter. One time, as a special treat, I have even let an older guy finger me while I jacked off for him. Right on the beach! I also visit adult gift shops and let guys either watch, feel me up (and down), or both. Once I had one guy sucking my balls, while another played with my tits all in a very small booth with two other guys (they couldn"t fit) watching!! On another occassion, also in a booth,I let a mexican, who was rather small in size, rub my ass while he jerked himself off. I must have been good because he then sent his friend in, where one thing led to another and he pulled my jeans down just a little further, saw my wet hole, and just fucked me right there. As this was my true first time, I just kind of let him do me. He kissed my neck while I pushed my ass hard into his throbing cock. He wanted to take me to a motel but instead I just let him pound me harder. Sooner than later he came, deep inside my tight hole. He was little dissapointed that I did not come but he was kinda small so off he went, never to be seen again. I jerked myself off feeling a little less than truly satisfied.

After more giftshop and beach fun, combined with phone sex from people I met on the net, I got completely worked up to have a guy truly pop my cherry!! In the meantime I was letting massage girls finger fuck me, while jerking me off and even a male masseuse who wouldn"t make the move ( I couldn"t have made it any more obvious, allowing my pussy to almost jump out and grab him!!)until at the end, I jerked myself off, spread my legs wide and high and let him finger fuck me. So about one year later I decided to get the courage up and find a full service masseuse. Lucky for me, I did and boy was he great!

I found "Michael" (not his real name)on the internet and soon scheduled an appointment. Although I was quite nervous I was determined to go through with it and experience all that I was imagining. I made sure to get a real nice shave, making sure their was not a single hair or stubble near my shaft or between my legs. I then slipped on a real nice, tiny pink G-String, low riding jeans jeans and a nice shirt. For luck I also wore a pair of nipple clamps. The thought of confessing my deepest desires to a total stranger really turned me on and I did not want to be able to back out.

When he met me at the door, I couldn"t believe I was going through with it. He was a little shorter than me with a firm body, and tattoos on his arms. He had on a pair of jeans and a muscle shirt. Just the bad boy type I like. After a few introductions he showed me his magnificant studio. Lots of room, candles, and a few strategically placed mirrors. He had me change in this room while he went to another. First I pulled my shirt off, nipples erect with anticipation. Then I dropped my pants, slowly and deliberately so he could see my hot pink panties. But, because he was not in the room, I could not tell if he was peeking. So, when I took them off, I made sure to leave them in full view!! My cock was smooth as can be, and my taint was even better.

I laid on the table, in nothing but a smile, and then he came into the room. Too my surprise (kind of) he too was wearing nothing. Once he turned the music on, he began to rub me. As he started on my back and neck I could feel his eyes canvasing my body. From my blond hair, to my tight ass, all the way to my feet, I felt him almost looking over his prey. As he went around my side, he leaned over far, geting his cock real close to my face. I pretended not to notice the rigidness beginning to form but did give him a peck on the shaft. As he began to move around my body he asked me to spread my legs. I could secretly see him, in the mirror, eyeing up my tight ass, figuring out how he was going to "bag" me. He pretended to move to other parts of my body but kept going back to my ass, sprading my legs further and further apart. My anticipation was growing stronger and stronger, feeling my body about to be ravaged by this bad boy and letting to do with me what he wished was enough to make me come right then and there. Although I was trying not to show it (yet) my cock began to grow. He had me get up on all fours, where he gently began to carress my shaved balls and smooth taint. As I began to moan I suddenly felt his face and tongue circling my hole. I peeked in the mirror to find him diving face first into my pussy. He was strong and hard, pulling my cheeks apart, so his view, and his desires, would be met. As I lay on all fours he began to spank me a little, which I really love, calling me a pretty boy. Apparantly seeing my pink panties!! I was getting hotter by the second.

I was beginning to go out of my mind as he continued to go down on my shaved hole. He then had me roll over. With knowhere to hide my throbing, 7.5", cut cock, he began to rub my chest. As his hands moved down the insides of my thighs I could feel my cock getting wetter and wetter and although my eyes were closed, I know he was continuing to see how he would conquer his new pray. As he began to rub my cock he admired my large balls and then another surprise. He put a leahter harness around my cock and balls, forcing it to become even more erect and my balls to become even more seperated (and engorged too!!!). After a few more minutes he put a clamp, or press on my balls causing them to be an even greater source of attraction for both him and me. As I lay there, on his table, fully nude with all of these fun toys attached to me, letting a total stranger have the time of his life, nibbling my balls until it hurt, eating my hole until he got full, and generally allowing him to have a good time with me I realized I was finally his little slut and I loved it!!

He then took me too his bedroom, because he said no one would hear, and had me lay on my back. As he admired my firm chest, erect nipples, full hard cock with my balls bouncing in the clamp he began to lube up a condom and my ass. Finaly! I couldn"t wait!!

I put my legs on his chest as he slide his massive 8.5" cock into my eagerly awaiting pussy. As he slide it in, I experiecned sensations like never before. Every vein on his cock made it even more memorable. He slide in and out both soft and hard, bouncing his balls off my tight ass, watching my pink pussy grab and pull at his huge, wet shaft. He tugged on my nipples and held on to my feet. I was in heaven!!

After a while he let his throbing cock slide out and soon he was eating me again. This went on for about five or ten minutes. Nibbling my smooth pink balls, spreading my cheeks wide apart, watching my pink pussy glitter in the light. And then back to good hard fucking and fucking hard. His cock was spreading apart my pussy, his hands were pulling my nipples and my cock was getting harder than it ever had before as my balls bounced back and forth under the weight of the clamp. He then pulled out and took the clamp off. After some more rimming I asked him to get on his back, which he gladly did, so I could go for a ride. I grabbed his cock and slide it into my waiting hole. Seeing me bounce up and down on his steel pole was a great fun for he and I. My cock and balls, still in the harness, bouncedd up and down stretching with each direction and by this time my nipples were on fire. After about five minutes of this we stopped and he asked if I would like a dildo in my ass. Not one to turn down a fun toy, I said "sure!". He went out of the room, put a condom on the dildo and laid back down on his back. He then said for me to ride it.

Well this was even better than his cock! Bigger and more ridges had me going up and down in pure ecstasy! And knowing that a total stranger was watching me, actually fucking me, made it even better. As I rode harder and harder, faster and faster, he gently pulled on my cock head. I let him watch and see, and listen. Everything he wished, giving the performanbce of a lifetime! Suddenly, with a rush greater than I have ever experienced I had a long, loud, and intense orgasm. My hot cum sprayed all over his chest, for what seemd like an hour! Right where he said he wanted it.

I thought I was going to have a heart attack! He wanted me to keep going but it was impossible!

As we lay on his bed, me on my back, he began to take the harness off my cock and balls. After a little washing up, he motioned for me to go back to the table but I was wiped. And in a good way! So he allowed me to calm down with a quick rub and then get dressed (I couldn"t even get my panties back on!) and then we said good bye.

I hope to see him again some day, just need to get the nerve up.
Meanwhile,I am kind of looking for a black guy . . . .