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By Jack Poitras,
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MY GERMAN LOVER < Part 1 >
"They are here..."
All the events of the following story are true and did occur in France during
the Second World War. Names have been changed as well as a few other details, in
order to preserve the privacy of those who are still alive, and the memory of
those who are now deceased.
This is the first chapter of a beatiful love story, as it has been told to me
much, much later by those concerned. If you"re looking for a quick short sex
story, then leave now. Of course, you"ll find sex in the present story, but you
will also find love and much more. Enjoy!
Paul De Brion had been waiting all morning for his turn to be interrogated,
sitting in a waiting-room somewhere in Paris. When he had gotten there, he had
been with many other Frenchmen that had been arrested, just like him, because
they didn"t have their papers with them when checked by German soldiers. Paul
had not known about that new German regulation that required everyone to carry
his ID with him at all time. Hell, how could he have known: The Germans had got
into Paris just the day before, and since then, he had not left his home except
for this morning... He had not listen to the radio either. Now, he wished he
had!
Now Paul was sitting all alone in the waiting-room: One by one, the others had
gone to an other room, where they had been interrogated, Paul figured out. He
had not seen any of them since and so now, he was nervously waiting for his
turn.
A door suddenly oopened, and a German officer politely said to Paul:
"Please young man, do come in. Have a seat"
Paul intered the room. It was not a very large room. There was a table right in
front of him where two German officers were sitting. To his left, he saw a
secretary sitting at a small table with a type-writer in front of her. Paul got
very nervous seeing all that: He had heard so many bad stories about the
Germans, he was just sure his life would soon be coming to a very abrupt end.
Paul looked at the two officers sitting at the table. The oldest of the two
showed him a chair and said:
"Please, please, do sit down. Don"t be so agitated... Do you understand what I
say to you?"
Since the officer had shown him a chair, Paul had guessed he was requested to
sit down... but he wasn"t sure. The officer had spoken to him in German, and
Paul didn"t understand a single word in that language. And so, he didn"t mouve
and kept staring at the officer, not wanting to do anything wrong...
That"s when the youngest officer asked him:
"Tu n"as rien compris de ce qu"il t"a dit, n"est-ce pas?" (you didn"t understand
a word of what he said to you, did you?)
"Non"
"That"s what I thought" the young officer said. His French was excellent, except
for the light touch of his German accent... The young officer was kindly
smilling at Paul now...
"Please, sit down" he said. "I"m a translator, and I will translate everything
for you. You don"t have to be affraid. Please, do sit..."
Paul sat while the young officer explained something to the other officer.
Again, Paul didn"t understand a word of what they were saying, but it didn"t
seems menacing though. Paul tought the young officer had a very pleasant tone of
voice. That surprised him a bit since he had always thought Germans were always
barking at one another. But then again, what did he really knew about Germans?
Not much, except for the stories and the propaganda he had heard about them,
which of course were not favourable, to say the least... He was lost into his
thoughts when he heard the young officer say to him:
"We have not been properly introduced yet... Please, do excuse us... I"m
Unterfeldwebel Whilhelm Von Rundstedt. The officer next to me his Oberstleutnant
Heinz Koch. He"s my Superior..."
Hearing his name, the older officer just kindly nodded to Paul... Seeing the
very puzzled look on Paul"s face, the young officer grinned as he said:
"I mean.. I"m a Staff Sergeant... and my Superior officer here is a
Lieutenant-colonel. I assure you he"s a kind man although he doesn"t speak
Franch. No need for you to be affraid of him... Now, he"s going to ask you a few
questions, and I will translate them for you to answer. Are you okay?"
"Oui, merci"
Paul kept looking at the young officer as he was talking to him. Certainly, this
guy was not much older than he was. Perhaps 20 or 21... Although the young
officer was sitting beind the table, Paul could guess he was about six feet
tall. He had golden blond hair, and perfect blue eyes. When smilling, the young
officer showed perfect bright white teeth. Since he was not wearing his service
dress tunic due to the heat in the room, Paul could see the young officer had
well defined muscles under his damped light beige army shirt. Indeed, this was a
very good-looking guy, Paul thought. Then the young officer said to him:
"Are you ready?"
"Yes..."
The golden blond officer turned to his Superior and nodded to him, letting him
know he could start questionning the young man sitting in front of them. As the
questions flowed in German, they were translated by the young officer for Paul
to answer them, and then his answers were translated in German for the older
officer and the secretary to understand them...This long process kept going for
a while. Paul could see his answers were typed down on a form by the secretary,
and that the older officer was taking notes:
"Name?"
"De Brion"
"Vorname?"
"Paul"
"Geburtstag?"
"I was born on August 15, 1921..."
"Grosse?"
"I"m six feet tall..."
"Farbe der augen?"
Paul didn"t know exactly how to describe the colour of his eyes... He looked at
the young officer for some help. The young officer said to him:
"Hmm... i"d say you have emerald green eyes..."
"Yes... that"s it... emerald green eyes... thank you" Paul said.
The older officer looked at Paul with a grin on his face and asked the next
question:
"Haarfarbe?"
Again, Paul looked to the young officer for the corect answer, which came
quickly:
"I would answer "dirty blond" if I were you..."
"Yes, yes" Paul said, smiling... "Dirty blond".
"Wohnort?"
"I live at 120, Avenue Foch, 16e arrondissement, Paris, France".
"What"s an "arrondissement" the young officer asked Paul, looking a bit puzzled
by that unknown expression...
"... Well... it"s... you know... a Ward... I live in the 16th Ward, here in
Paris" Paul explained, a bit surprised by such a question... It was so obivious
to him...
"Oh, I see... it"s just I had never heard that expression before and didn"t know
how to translate it... sorry about that" the young officer said with a twinkle
in his eye. "I guess I"ll get use to in after a while..."
"I guess so..." Paul said lightly blushing.
The young officer translated Paul"s address to his Superior whom then asked:
"Beruf?"
"I"m a student..."
Setting aside his papers, the older officer turned to his subordinate and got
into a conversation with him. Of course Paul didn"t understand a word of it.
Then, the young officer said to him:
"How come you didn"t have your papers with you then you got checked?"
"I didn"t know I had to carry them with me all the time. I had not heard about
that directive until I got arrested..."
"Didn"t you listen to the radio?"
"No. Sorry... I guess I was too absorbed by other urgent matters..."
"What was so urgent you didn"t have time to listen to the radio" the young
officer asked. "You were probably the only one not listenning to the radio...
you know... with un marching into Paris..."
"Oh, yeah... but you see... my Grandmother is sick at the moment, and I had to
visit her at the hosopital. In fact, that"s were I was going to when I got
arrested..."
"Do you have your ID at home?"
"Sure"... Paul answered.
"We need to have the identification number on your papers. Could you call home
and get it for us?"
"... I can call... If the phone works... but I"ll get no answer. There"s no one
at home... They have all fled a few days ago when we heard the German army was
going to... invade the city... you know..."
"How come you haven"t fled with the rest of your family?"
"... Oh, I was suppose to... beleive me... That was the subject of a much
debated discussion with my father... but in the end, it was obvious one of us
had to stay in Paris with my Grandmother... since she was too sick to travel...
My sister and my brother being much younger than me, we couldn"t leave them
behind... So I volunteered to stay. My mum and dad didn"t like the idea at all
but... you know... what choice did we have: It was that, or leave my Grandmother
all alone in Paris... So here I am..."
The young officer opened his mouth as to say something, but then closed it and
said nothing. He knew Paris was almost empty of its population... it was like if
most people had fled in fear of the Berman invasion... the story Paul was
telling made perfect sense to him... He turned to his Superior officer and
explained everything Paul had said to him.
Then he stopped talking. A long moment of silence followed. It looked like the
young officer was lost into his thoughts, Paul thought... What would they do
with him? What would they do to him?
Again, the young officer turned to his Superior and both of them got into a new
conversation. The fact Paul was not able to understand what they were saying
made him angry: Were they planning his death with him not knowing anything about
it, stupidly sitting on a stupid chair in that stupid office... Il those Germans
were going to stay in Paris for a while, though that seemed very unlikely to
him, he would have to learn how to speak German, Paul decided. Unless they just
killed him... then there would be no need for that, would there? As stupid as it
may be, Paul grinned at that thought... He looked at the two German officers.
They were still calmly talking... What the hell were they saying?
"(Sir, may I speak my mind...)", the young officer said to his Superior...
"(Yes Wilhelm, please, feel free to do so...)"
"(...Well, Sir... What we have here is a very frighten kid... I don"t think he"s
a spy...)"
"(We don"t know about that for sure Wilhelm, do we?)"
"(Sir... he"s an eighteen year old kid... does he look like a spy to you... just
look at him... and tell me...)"
The older officer looked at Paul and grinned...
"(I guess not, Wilhelm... he doesn"t seem very dangerous to me... but
nevertheless... we"ve got to check his papers, don"t we?)"
"(Yes, Sir. I think I have an idea, Sir...)"
"(Oh, and what that might be?)"
"(Sir, we could call the hospital to check his story about his Grandmother and
if it"s true, I could drive him to his home and check his papers there... If
they are in good order as he says, then I could let him go free... Beside, he"s
the last one we have to interrogate today and as you know, in a few minutes,
I"ll be on leave up until next thuesday... so that would give me a chance to
discover Paris a bit... If his papers are not in good order, we"ll be right back
before you know it...)"
"(I don"t know about that" the older officer answered pensively. Then he looked
again at Paul and, after a few seconds, he said "Ask him where his Grandmother
has been admitted, then call there... we"ll see...)"
"(Yes, Sir)"
Turning to Paul, the young officer asked him:
"What"s the name of the hospital where your Grandmother is supposed to be?"
Paul looked at him, not knowing why the young officer was asking him that
question... But he knew he had to give an answer...
"She"s at the Hotel-Dieu Hospital... it"s on the Ile de la cité... you know...
very near to the Notre-Dame Cathedral..."
"I see... and what"s her name please?"
"Jeanne De Brion..."
The young officer picked the phone he had on the table and waited for the
operator to get on line...
"Oui... Hello..." he said "Oui... passez-moi l"Hopital Hotel-Dieu, je vous
prie... Merci..."
Click, click, click
"Hotel-Dieu Hospital, may I help you" came the answer at the other end of the
line...
"Yes, Madame... This is Unterfeldwebel Wilhelm Von Rundstedt calling you from
the German Kommandantur here, in Paris..."
"..."
The young officer could sense his interlocutor was a bit stunned...
"Hello... are you still there?"
"... Yes, Sir..." answered a trembling voice "What can I do for you, Sir?"
"Yes... I would like to know if you have a patient by the name of "Jeanne De
Brion" in your hospital..."
"Please Sir, wait for a moment so I can check..."
"Yes... I"m waiting..."
"Sir..."
"Yes..."
"Yes, we do have a patient by that name. Would you like me to transfer your call
to the section where she has been admitted?"
"Yes please, thank you for your help Madame..."
Click, click, click
"Nurse Giroux speaking... May I help you?"
"Yes..."
The young officer explained to the nurse who he was and the reason why he was
calling.
"Yes Sir... we do have here a patient by the name of "De Brion"... she answered.
The young officer had noticed that, contrary to the phone operator, the nurse
had remained very calm...
"Do you know her?" the nurse asked.
"No, not really... but I"m with her grandson..."
"Oh, young Monsieur Paul? We were expecting his visit... is he alright?" asked
the nurse.
"Yes, yes... don"t worry about him. He"s going to visit his Grandmother later
today..."
"... Well... Tell him to come as soon as possible... Madame De Brion is not well
at all... Her condition is worsening and... quite frankly... well... I don"t
think she will be able to last very long... if you see what I mean..."
"Yes... count on me Mademoiselle, I will tell Paul... Thank you Mademoiselle..."
"You"re most welcome, Sir."
Click.
The young officer did not even have time to hang up the phone that Paul was
nervously asking him:
"What is it you have to tell me?"
Since the young officer had spoken in French with the nurse, Paul had been able
to follow part of the conversation...
"...Oh, yes" answered the young officer "... your Grandmother is really
there..."
"...I told you so..."
"...Yes, and they are expecting your visit" the young officer calmly said.
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Then the young officer leaned to his Superior and explained all he had learned
from the nurse. Hearing the old lady was dying, the older officer said to the
younger one:
"(I"m sorry to hear that... Does he know?)"
"(No, not yet...)"
"(... Well... since his story is true... Do as you said Wilhelm... Take a jeep
and drive him to his mome... check his papers and if everything is in good
order, let him go... But until you have checked his papers, don"t loose sight of
him, you understand? Give me a call when you can, to let me know...)"
"(Yes, Sir... I understand he"s under my responsibility... Can I take my bag
now, Sir?)"
"(... Your bag?)"
"(Yes, Sir... Since I knew I was going on leave at the end of the day, I"ve
packed some civilian clothes into my bag this morning... you know... to be ready
to go...)"
"(Oh, sure... take it and go now Wilhelm, before I change my mind...)"
The young officer explained everything to Paul, whom was simply dumbfounded by
the sudden turn of events. He just couldn"t beleive it... The young officer was
brightly smiling at him now...
"Shall we go now?" the young officer asked Paul.
"Oh, yes, yes" Paul answered as he rose from his chair. He turned to the older
officer and warmly said to him:
"Merci beaucoup Monsieur. Merci. Vous etes un type bien..." (Thanks a lot, Sir.
Thanks. You"re a good man...)
Guessing what Paul had just said to him, the German officer started smiling and
said:
"Wir sind keine barbaren..."
Paul looked at the young officer for the translation...
"...He said "We are not barbarians"...
"...Oh..." Paul said "I guess not... I mean..."
"See what you mean..." the young officer said, smiling again...
Looking at the young officer smiling at him, Paul couldn"t refrain from thinking
that that guy was indeed very good-looking... and now that the young officer was
standing behind the table... he could see the German guy was taller than he had
thought at first... probably about 6"3... Paul extended his hand to the older
officer and said:
"Encore une fois Monsieur: Merci" (Once again, Sir: Thanks)
"Ya, Ya..." the older officer said... and they briefly shook hands.
The young officer put his service dress tunic back on him... took his officer"s
cap... then his bag... and, looking at his Superior, he said to him:
"(Don"t worry, Sir, everything will be alwirht. I"ll keep you informed...)"
"(Yes... and Wilhelm... if his papers are in good order, why don"t you give this
poor lad a ride to the hospital...)"
"(That"s exactly what I was going to do, Sir...)"
"(Fine. Have fun during your leave... And never forget Wilhelm... You"re not in
Berlin here... Be very careful...)"
"(Yes, Sir. I will...)"
With that, both Paul and the young German officer left the room. They went to an
underground parking where the young officer had to fill a form; they both got
into a jeep, then drove out of the underground parking. For the first time, Paul
realized where they had been: At Hotel Meurice, on rue de Rivoli. Right in front
of them were the Tuileries garden and the Louvre Museum.
"Now you"re gonna have to tell me where to go, if we want to find that
hospital..." the young officer said to paul.
"Um..." Paul answered "Aren"t we suppose to go to my house to get my papers?"
"No time for that now... We"ll see to that later. Lets go to the hospital
first..."
And thet the young officer explained everything to Paul, concerning his
Grandmother...
"I"m sorry Paul..." and while saying that, the young officer placed a hand
supportively on Paul"s arm... At that, Paul managed a small smile of gratitude.
But tears stood in his eyes.
"Thanks Sir" Paul said...
"Oh, please, call me Wilhelm..."
"Can I call you "Will" instead... would be easier for me you know... German
names are a bit difficult for me to pronounce" said Paul, sensing the young
officer was an easy-going guy.
"Sure... so "Will" it shall be..."
"Thanks".
"Now, tell me where to go, please..."
"Oh, sure... The hospital is not very far from here..."
A few minutes later, they were parked in front of the Hotel-Dieu Hospital. Will
knew no one would object to a German army jeep being parked right in front of
the Hospital. Oh, no... They got out of the jeep and ran into the Hospital.
Looking at the door-keeper, Paul said to him:
"Bonjour, I"m here to see my Grandmother, Madame De Brion..."
The door-keeper just kept fearfully looking at the young German officer facing
him... Seeing the guy was scared as hell, Paul said:
"Don"t worry, I know where my Grandmother is admitted..."
"Oh... then go ahead..." the door-keeper said, too scared to say anything
else...
At that, Will grinned at Paul, removed his officer"s cap ad followed Paul into
the hospital corridors. They rapidly got to where Paul"s Grandmother was
admitted, and seeing nurse Giroux, Paul said to her:
"Bonjour, garde, I hope we"re not too late..."
Nurse Giroux kindly smiled at Paul, then looked at the young German officer, not
at all impressed by the fact she had an enemy officer right in front of her. She
raised an ayebrow though, looking straight into Will"s blue eyes...
Slightly bowing to her, Will very politely said:
"Bonjour, Mademoiselle... I"m Unterfeldwebel Wilhelm Von Rundstedt... We spoke
over the phone earlier today...".
"Yes... I do remember" the nurse politely answered...
She then eyed the young German officer from head to foot and in the end, she had
to admit to herself this young officer was very handsome, very polite and not at
all threatening, as she would have expected a German officer to be. He had a
very pleasant voice and was speaking French very well. Nurse Giroux was
surprised and puzzled by that fact. She smiled at the officer, and told him:
"You certainly understand we are not used having a German officer in this
hospital...
Will gave her his most charming smile and replied:
"Oh, yes, Mademoiselle, I do understand... I assure you I would have prefered
meeting you under more... pleasant...circumstances. But things being what they
are..."
"Yes... but rest assured Sir I have no ill-feeling for you personally... You"re
not personally responsable for the mess we"re in now..." the nurse said.
Will nodded to her, letting her know he was perfectly aware of that.
That"s the time Paul chose to make his presence known again...
"Sorry, Monsieur Paul" nurse Giroux said to him "... No, you are not too late...
but I"m sorry to tell you your Grandmother is not well at all. The doctor saw
her earlier today and... well... I"m very much affraid there is nothing we can
do to save her now... you know her condition... and at her age..."
"I understand" Paul answered to her "It was to be expected, I guess... Could I
see her now?"
"Of course... She"s still conscious... We gave her a strong pain kiler to
releive her pain. She"s resting now. So you can see her... but please Monsieur
Paul, do not alarm her with he... recent news..."
"I wont, rest assured I wont..."
"Gentlemen please, follow me."
Nurse Giroux lead them to the room where Paul"s Grandmother was and before
entering the room, Will said to Paul:
"... Better for me to stay outside... you know... with my uniform and all..."
"Thanks Will. I appreciate that" Paul replied.
Again nurse Giroux gently smiled at Will. Obviously, she was growing very found
of him, and that made her feel a bit uncomfortable... He was German, after
all... Nevertheless, she found it was very tactful of him to decide not to enter
the room with Paul. With that in mind, she left.
Paul went to his Grandmother"s bed, put her hands into his and said to her:
"Grandma... it"s me... Paul..."
She slowly opened her eyes and looked at Paul...
"Oh, you"re here... I was hopeless... I thought you would never come..."
"How could you think such a thing Grandma. You know I would never leave you like
that..."
"I know..." she answered... "I"m just an old silly lady... How are you Paul...
How is everything..."
"I"m just fine Grandma... everything is okay..."
"Are we still fighting them?"
"I beg you pardon?"
"You know... the Germans... have we been able to stop them and ride them back to
where they came from, like we did the last time?"
Knowing perfectly well Will would be able to hear him outside the room, Paul
nevertheless answered:
"Oh, yes Grandma, they are no longer threatening Paris... they have been stopped
by General Weygand and now, he"s driving them out of France. I"ve even heard...
but you know... those are just gossips..."
"What, what... tell me..."
"Well, I heard hat when the news of his total defeat reached Hitler, e just
killed himself..."
"Aaaaah... How wonderful... I hope it"s true..."
Of course, outside the room, Will had heard everything... and he was now
grinning...
"Now Grandma you"ve got to get some rest... You"ve got all agitated... That"s
not good for you, you know..." Paul said to her.
"Yes, you"re right Paul... I do need to rest... Paul?
"Yes, Grandma?"
"I love you so much Paul... and I love all the rest of the family... Will you
tell them, Paul?"
"Yes, Gradma, I will. But don"t worry, soon you will be able to tell them
yourself..."
At that, she smiled to Paul and slowly closed her eyes. She was peacefully
resting now. Paul brought a chair to her bed and sat down, holding her hand,
looking at her... Then, he got lost into his thoughts.
His Grandmother had just told him she loved him. All along, deep in his heart,
he knew his Grandmother did love him. It"s just that in the past, she never said
it.... It runs in the family, Paul thought to himself: All of them always had
problems expressing their feelings... How come it"s so hard to say "I love you"
to the people you love? Do you have to be dying before telling some one you love
him? That"s stupid, Paul thought. He knew he was not much better at it than his
Grandma but, having realized that, from now on, he would be working on that...
Paul looked again at his Grandma. She seemed to be resting very calmly. Thinking
about her, Paul went back to his thoughts.
Of course, he had known the old lady since the day he was born. They had never
been very close to one another, though. She had always been kind of a "Grand
lady", he thought. Very aristocratic. A bit distant. She kept to herself. She
had always been a pillar to the family and had to keep the facade crackless...
She was playing her role. That was so silly, Paul thought. Would he have loved
her less if she had showed her feelings to him? Not at all. Was he like her? If
so, he would have to changed that too. Life was too short to spend it playing
roles...
Paul realized that for the first time since the last four or five days, he had
time to relax, to think. Now, he had time to reflect over all the events he had
been through recently.
Up until a day or two, is life had always been very easy. His family had
money... and so he had always been spoiled. Not that money was a problem now, or
would be in the future. No. He had lots of money. His dad had seen to that. No.
It"s just that up until recently, everything had been provided to him by
others... he never had to assume responsabilities... he had been growing inside
a golden cocoon. Nothing bad had ever happened to him in the past. He had always
been very well protected...
As his thoughs wandered, Paul began to remember that, just five days ago, he had
been sitting with friends at a cafe-terrasse ton the Champs Elysees Avenue,
illegally drinking beers. That was fun! It was early summer. They were all
laughing. To Paul and this friends, as to most people in Paris, war was a very
distant threat. There was no danger at all, it seemed: The Maginot Line was
there to protect them and they all knew that Line was so strong, the Germans
could never go throught in. Even his father had said so. Yeah. There was no
threat at the time. Theatres were crowded... as were the restaurants... Every
body was having fun...
Then suddenly, everything had come to a halt. The German army was almost here,
dangerously treatning Paris. Paul didn"t know at the time the Germans had simply
ignored the Maginot Line and had gone through Belgium instead, through deep
woods, and that by doing so, they had successfully broken the Allied"s front.
No, Paul didn"t know that at the time, no more than he knew the meaning of the
word "Blitzkrieg"...

The Germans being so close to Paris, the Prime Minister Reynaud as well as
Monsieur Lebrun, the President of the Republic, had declared Paris "Ville
ouverte", meaning the French capital would not be defended. How was that
possible? Paul had then asked himself. He didn"t know the answer to that and,
for that matter, he didn"t understand what was going on: The whole thing was too
unbelievable. And what about the rest? Yeah. He remembered...
Learning the whole Governement had fled Paris to try to find safety somewhere in
the South of France, the rest of the population in Paris had suddenly decided to
do the same and flee to the South.
To Paul, Premier Reynaud and President Lebrun were just cowards and traitors.
They should have stayed, and Paris should have been defended, he thought.
Through their incompetence, they were responsible for the big mess France was in
now, and instead of doing something about it, they had just fled like rats.
Yeah, Paul thought, they were cowards. He just hoped that, someday, they would
be held accountable for what they had done...
But to Paul, it was clear his father was not a coward, although he had also fled
to the South, with the rest of the family. No. Paul"s father was not a coward...
Being a Minister in the French Cabinet, he had had no choice but to leave Paris.
He had not chosen to leave: He had been ordered to do so. Being part of the
Government, he had to go wherever the President had decided to go...
Now Paul could remember the emptiness he had felt after everyone had gone. He
could remember how he had felt last Thursday, June 13th, just two days ago, when
he had gone through Place de la Concorde on his way to pay a visit to his
Grandma at the hospital. He had felt miserable. Everyting was so unreal. So
aberrant. Everything was so quiet. He could remember that on Place de la
Concorde he had seen no car... no traffic... Nothing. He had look up the Champs
Elysees Avenue, and it was totally empty. Except for a few stranded dogs, he had
seen no one. It was so strange. Oh, yes, he remembered now, he had seen a few
men walking through Place de la Concorde, but they had not spoken to him. They
were walking with emptiness in their eyes. He had not spoken to them either.
Instead, he had been through Place de la Concorde, then to the hospital. He had
paid a visit to his Grandma and then, he had gone back home quickly...
That night, it had been hard to fall asleep... Everything was too quiet in the
house. For the first time in his life, he was all alone. His whole world was
crumbling right before his eyes, and there was nothing he could do about it.
What a way to loose your illusions, he had thought. Obviously, his golden
childhood had come to an abrupt end! Sure, at eighteen, he was no longer a
kid... but nevertheless, all the recent events had come to him like a chock. He
had not been prepared for that...
The moning after, he had woken up and had heard noises outside the house.
Opening a window, he had heard something over there. Was it music? At the Arc de
Triomphe? Nah. That was just not possible, was it? Wanting to find out what was
going on, he had gotten dress and had decided to go see for himself. He had
walked his way to the Arc and then, he had seen it.
THEY WERE HERE!!!!
The Germans were here. He was stunned. He could remember all too well how he had
felt... what he had seen...
Yes, there was music alright... the military kind. He didn"t liked it. He had
seen a German army officer, riding on a splendid white horse, watching his
victorious troops marching in front of him, down the Champs Elysees Avenue.
Looking at them, Paul had smiled to himself, seeing the Germans had not dared to
march through the Arc. They were just going around it...
Now Paul could remember vividly the sound made by the German soldiers,
goose-marching down the Champs Elysees Avenue. It was awful. He hated that
sound. He had seen enough!
Walking back to his home, he remembered how everything had seem so quiet on
Avenue Foch... Nevertheless, having seen what he had seen, he had decided he
would not pay a visit to his Grandma that day. He had to admit to himself he was
too frighten to go to the hospital, not knowing what was foing on in the city...
Oh, he was not a coward... No. It was prudence, he thought. He would wait a day
or two before he would go out again, so things would have time to settle down a
bit... Yeah... that"s it, he had thought, lets wait a day or two...
But the day after, Saturday the 15th, he had felt too restless to stay home. He
had to go to the hospital since the phone line was dead and he couldn"t call
nurse Giroux to inquire avout his Grandmother...
Yeah, he had to go. Beside, he wanted to see what was going on outside... He
wouldn"t use his father"s car though. He instinctively knew that wouldn"t be a
good idea. He would ride his bike instead.
Now he could remember it was while riding his bike down the Champs Elysees
Avenue he had been stopped by German soldiers at a check point. How could he
ever forget about that? It had happened this very morning, but seemed to have
happened so long ago... He had not forgotten though!
The German soldiers were Feldgendarmen, but Paul had not known that at the time.
Seeing he had not his ID with him, the soldiers had taken his bike away and put
him into an army truck, where he had met with others. He had learned from them
about the new decree from the Kommandantur, concerning the identification
papers. All the others had been arrested for the same reason: Like him, they
didn"t have their papers with them.
Later, they had been taken somewere, not very far though. But Paul didn"t know
then where they had been taken, since an awning had been drawn over the truck.
Now the rest was history... That"s when he had seen Will for the first time...
Ah, yeah, Will... quite a guy, Paul was now thinking... Very nice. Very
friendly. Very handsome too. There was something special about that guy, Paul
thought. He just didn"t know what. Not yet.
Coming back to reality, Paul looked at his Grandma. She was peacefully resting.
He decided he would leave her to rest for a while, and go back to Will, and have
a chat with him...
Paul rose and quietly left the room to find Will. He found him right outside the
room, sitting on a chair, peacefully dozing... Paul took his time to look at
him. Since Will was asleep, he could take all the time he wanted to look at the
guy...
Indeed, Will was a very good-looking dude, Paul thought. Very handsome. Paul
could see Will had broad shoulders. With his golden blond hair, he was just
perfect. Will was quite a hunk, Paul thought. Women were probably chasing after
him all the time... Was he married? Paul looked at Will"s fingers, but found no
wedding-ring. Did he have a girlfriend? Paul would have to ask him...
But why the hell would he be asking such a question, Paul suddenly thought. It
was none of his business, was it? What the hell was he tinking about, paul asked
to himself... Why was he staring at Will like that? Yeah, the guy was nice and
kind, but you know... a guy is just a guy, and nothing else, no? What"s wrong
with me? Have I lost my mind? Paul asked himself.
Paul decided to brush avay all those stupid thoughts and leaning to Will,
slightly touching his shoulder to wake him up, Paul said:
"Hey... Look... I"m running away now..."
Will slowly opened his eyes to look at Paul, and with a smile on his face he
then said:
"Oh... sure! I can see that... running so fast I can"t recapture you" he
replied.
"Yeah, with that well toned body of yours, you would recapture me in no time at
all..."
Will burst out laughing at Paul"s remark. Then, realizing where they were, he
said:
"Sorry about that". He stoopped laughing and looked around to see if his burst
of laughs had disturbed anyone. No. No problem with that. Everything was quiet.
Looking back at Paul, he said:
"Beside, pal, you"re not my prisoner... so why would I be running after you?"
"...Perhaps you don"t consider me to be your prisoner, but that"s what your
Superior officer thinks I am..."
"Told you Paul... he"s not a bad guy. Just doing his job, that"s all. Heck... he
could have sent you to prison like the others, you know. Did he do that? No. He
let me accompany you... That should teach you something about him..."
"I guess so..."
"Anyway, how"s your Grandma?"
"She"s resting for now. I don"t think she will last for very long though..."
"I feel sorry for you, you know?"
"Don"t. I saw it comming and had time to make my peace with the fact that she
will soon died..."
"Yeah... I know what you mean..."
"Think I will go back to her now, and see how she doing..."
"Yeah"
So Paul went back to his Grandma and a few minutes later, came back to Will,
asking him:
"Could you go fetch nurse Giroux... Please? I think she"s not well at all..."
"Sure"
Paul went back into the room, and kept looking at the old lady... He couldn"t
hear her breathing... In a second, Will came back with nurse Giroux. She quickly
leaned over the old lady, trying to feel her pulse. She couldn"t find it. She
tried again. She found nothing. She opened one of the old lady"s eye, looked
into it, then closed it again. She tried again to find a pulse, but to no avail.
She waited for a few seconds before saying anything, then she turned to where
Paul and Will were standing and, with tears in her eye, she said to Paul:
"I"m sorry, Monsieur Paul..."
"Is she dead?" Paul asked her
"Yes, she is I"m affraid".
Hearing that, Paul started to shake like a leaf. Tears were now running down his
cheeks... Seeing that, and without any hesitation, Will took Paul into his
strong arms, holding him tightly:
"I"m so sorry, Paul. I don"t know what to say" he told him.
Seeing Will was taking care of Paul, nurse Giroux quietly left the room, closing
the door behind her.
Keeping his embrace tight around Paul, Will said:
"Let go Paul, let it all go..."
A torrent of tears came down Paul"s face, his head resting on will"s chest. It
kept going for a while, then it stopped. And so did the shaking. Suddenly, Paul
felt very secured into Will"s strong arms and his embrace felt very soothing.
They stayed like that for a while, not mouving. Not talking. Then, Paul mouved
his head to look at will and, finding his blue eyes, he smiled at him.
"I"m okay now... Thanks, I needed that..."
Hearing that, Will let go of Paul. Paul turned to Will to say:
"I apologize Will. I lost control over myself..."
"No need to apologize Paul. It"s not every day we loose some one we love..."
"Oh, it"s not just that. That was just the drop that caused the bucket to
overflow. I guess I"ve been through too much the last few days, and I couldn"t
take it anymore. I had to explose I guess. Thanks for being with me when that
happened..."
"I"m glad I"m here with you..."
Paul kept silent for a few minutes. He was lost into his deep thoughts. Too many
things had happened too fast. For a while, he kept staring at the wall in front
of him. Then, turning to Will, he said:
"What else is going to happen to me now... I mean... what worst could happen.
Guess I"ve hit the bottom of the barrel, haven"t I?"
"Well, look at it the other way around: You"ve successfully been throuh being
interrogated by German officers, you"ve made it on time to see and talk to your
Grandma before she died... It"s not so bad, you know... Now, I do realized it"s
no fun for you guy, me being here... but..."
"No, no Will" Paul said, interrupting Will "I"m so gratful to you for you leing
here with me. Thanks a lot for your support. I don"t know how I would have
mannaged without you, the last hours" he said to Will, very sincerely.
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Will could sense that sincerity in Paul"s voice. It reassured him.
"Now, I"ve got no idea what I"m going to do. Now it"s true... you know... I"m
all alone in Paris. As long as Grandma was here, I didn"t felt I was all alone.
But now that she"s gone..."
"Hey, Paul, you"re not all alone... remember, I"m here for you. I"ll do anything
I can to help you. As for the rest, well, I guess we"ll have to figure that out
later. Now Paul, lets leave this hospital, and go to your home. There is nothing
left to do here, is there?"
"Yeah... you mean... go to my home so you can finally check my papers, huh?"
Paul coldly said to Will.
Will was hurt by Paul"s remark. He thought the blond guy had realized by now he
was trying to be his friend...
"No, Paul. I don"t give a shit about your papers. I know you"ve said the thruth
this afternoon, believe me..."
There was sadness into Will"s voice, Paul realized, and now he felt guilty for
having said what he had just said to him. Putting his hands on Will"s arms, Paul
said to him:
"Look at me, Will... Oh, my God, I"m so sorry for what I"ve just said to you.
That was totally unwarranted. It was rude. And it"s certainly not what I think.
Please forgive me. I swear I didn"t want to hurt your feelings. I wonder if I"m
not loosing my marbles, now..."
Will felt Paul"s hands were shaking while holding his arms. At this very minute,
he knew he had to protect the blond youth. Looking straight at Paul, he said:
"I know Paul you didn"t mean what you said. I believe you. With all what you"ve
been through recently, I guess it"s only normal if you snap someone"s head off
from time to time. If you want to use me as a punching-bag, it"s fine with me.
And no, you"re not loosing your marbles. I"ve watched you, going through all
what you"ve been going through today, and you"re a much stronger guy than you
think, Paul. In your shoes, I don"t think I would have fared so good..."
"Thanks, Will. And don"t worry, I won"t be using you as my punching-bag... And
I"m sure you would have fared as well as I did..."
"You"re wrong about that, Paul. I may be physically strong but dealing with
emotions... Well... I"m not too good at it..."
"We"re gonna have to work on that, won"t we? Paul said, with a grin on his face.
"Will you help me... I mean... working on that?" Will asked Paul.
"Count on me. I"m becomming quite an expert in that field, you know. Now, what
should I do about my Grandma? We can"t leave her here, can we?"
"I don"t know about that. I don"t know what you usually do in France... you
know... with funerals and all those things. Do you want to take time to think
about it?"
"Yeah. That would be best. Lets tell nurse Giroux and then, lets get the hell
out of here..."
With that, Paul gave his Grandma a last look, then started walking out of the
room with Will, not knowing yet he was walking away from his past, not knowing a
new chapter in his life was beginning.
They found nurse Giroux sitting at her desk and, as she saw Paul, she said to
him:
"I assure you of my heartfelt sympathy, Monsieur Paul"
"Thank you very much" the blond young man replied.
"Now, you"re going to have to inform your father: Have you heard from your
father, Monsieur le Min..."
She stopped right there in the middle of her sentence. She was going to say
"Monsieur le Ministre"... since she knew very well Monsieur De Brion Père was a
Minister in the French Cabinet, and an important one at that... Although she had
grown found of the young German officer standing in front of her, it didn"t
change the fact he was German... and she didn"t know if Will knew how important
Paul"s father was. In doubt, she found it was better to abstain saying anything
about it... It was not her role to reveal those things to a German officer,
however good-loking he may be...
"Outch" she said, looking at one of her fingers, creating a diversion doing so.
"I think I"ve got a splinter driven under my nail"...
Both young men looked at her finger.
"Never mind that... I"ll take care of that later. And as I was saying, did you
get news from your father?"
"No, not yet" Paul replied "In fact, I don"t even know were my dad and the rest
of my family are at the present time. All the phone lines have been cut off with
the rest of France. I guess we will have to wait a while before things settle
down a bit, and we can communicate again. I"m sure that as soon as he can, my
dad will contact me..."
"Yes, But don"t you worry about your family and your dad: He"s a very fine man,
you know that, and he"ll find his way around, if you see what I mean..."
"Yes, I know. Could be a few days before I can tell you what we do about my
Grandma"s funeral though. Do you have a problem with that?"
"No problem at all. We have what"s needed here to keep her as long as need
be..." the nurse replied.
"Thanks a lot nurse Giroux. Thanks for all you did for my Grandma and my family.
We are forever indebted towards you for all of that..."
"Think nothing of it". Turning to Will, she said to him:
"Can I take it you will safely get Monsieur Paul to his home?"
"It"s my duty to do so, Mademoiselle, and I will gladly fulfill it" Will replied
with a sincere smile on his face. "Bonsoir, Mademoiselle et merci pour tout"
(good night, Miss, and thanks for everything).
"Bonsoir... que Dieu vous protège... tous les deux..." (good night... and may
God bless you... both of you...) the nurse replied.
Both young man nodded to her, then they left. The door-keeper saluted them as
they left, and they went to the jeep, still parked where they had left it...
Will smiled at that... He started the engine, and the door-keeper was very happy
to see them leave...
"So, where is your home?" Will asked Paul.
"I gave you the address this afternoon, don"t you remember?" Paul replied, with
a smile on his face.
"Sure, I remember your address, it"s on Avenue Foch... problem is, I don"t have
the slightest idea where the hell Avenue Foch is..." Will said, laughing...
Hearing that, Paul bursted with laughs...
"It"s good to hear you laugh, you know" said Will.
Paul kindly looked at will, then he said:
"Yeah, I didn"t have too many occasions to laugh today... It feels good
nevertheless. Now, go down the street here, then turn to your right on De la
Cite street, then take the "Notre-Dame" bridge... From there, I"ll tell you
where to go... but so you have a general idea of where we are going, lets just
say we"re going to the Arc de Triomphe".
"You"re kidding me, aren"t you?" Will asked.
"No, no... that"s exactly where we"re going... You see... past the Arc de
Triomphe, the Avenue there is no longer called the "Champs Elysees"... but it"s
called "Avenue Foch"... simple as that" Paul replied smiling...
"Hmm..." Will said...
"Come on dude, I"m not kidding you... don"t you trust me now?" Paul exclaimed.
"Well... sure I trust you." After a moment, Will said "Well then... lets go..."
"On our way, I"ll have a few questions for you, mister" Paul joyfully said to
Will.
"And what might that be" Will replied, flashing a big smile at Paul...
"Just drive, I"ll be asking the questions... It"s my turn to conduct the
interrogation, Herr Von Rundstedt..."
"At least, you haven"t forgotten my name..."
"I haven"t forgotten anything about you, young man..." Paul said.
"Oooo... getting personnal now, don"t we?"
"Drive, you, silly... I"ll do the talking..."
Will shifted, and they got on their way to Paul"s home, Will broadly smiling...
"First question", Paul started...
"Yeah... I"m waiting", Will lightly said...
*** To be continued... (sex at next part...)
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