“Mmmm, turn the light off.” I said as I tried to keep my eyes closed as to avoid the light. I slowly realized that it wasn’t the light of my bedroom that was shining so bright on my face, but the sun itself. I awoke to Daniel looking through his phone, I’m guessing to see who’s called he had missed.

“Good morning Ares.” He said with the cutest smile on his face. He walked over to me, kneeled down and gave me a kiss.

“Well good morning.” I said kissing his lips once again. I slowly got up and sat with my legs crossed and thought about what happen last night and what will happen today as I stared blankly into the atmosphere.

“What you thinking about?” He asked.

“Us” I said.

“Hungry?” he asked.

“Yes, I always am.” I replied.

“For my dick?” he questioned.

“I always am.” I repeated. Daniel stood up and rubbed the back of my neck and head gently onto his crotch. “mmmmm.” I sighed as I slowly ran my lips over his pants. He started to rub the back of my neck a little harder. I took his zipper into my mouth and pulled it down with my teeth. Then I began to dig my tongue into his groin. He lent his head back and moaned softly. He unbuttoned his jeans , unbuckled his belt with one hand and rubbed the back of my left ear with the other. I grabbed part of his boxers with my tongue and pulled it down with my lips. His semi hard cock came into view of my eyes and then quickly greeted by my mouth. I closed my eyes so I could better feel his dick on my lips. He grabbed the back of my head and gently pushed it into his crotch. I slowly engulfed his dick and ran my tongue on every inch of him. He started to move forward, I placed my hands behind me to support myself as I leaned back. He held my head in place so I could suck on his dick as best as possible. He started to slowly thrust his dick into my mouth, which made and makes me extremely horny. We slowly moved down to the floor position as I ran my hands up the back of his thighs. He proceeded to fuck my face as I grabbed his soft and smooth ass. I could hear him grabbing the grass above my head as he rammed his dick into my throat. After a few minutes he thrusted one last time, held my head in place as his spunk flowed passed my jaw, over my tongue and down my throat. After a few sighs and grunts he rolled over and I closed my eyes to savor his cum. I felt his hand run from my lips to my throat, he grabbed me and pulled me in for a kiss. His lips tickled mine and he grazed past them and started to suck on my neck. “Thanks, but I’m still not full.” I said.

“Really? I thought I filled you up.” He said.

“I know I look skinny. but I eat a lot.” I said, followed by a rumbling in Daniel’s tummy, which put a grin on my face.

“I guess I’m hungry to.” Daniel spoke. “ Lets go get something to eat. He got up first and held out his hand for me to grab to pull me up. I brushed myself off and started walking back, then I felt his arms wrap around me, of second nature I grabbed his arms and gripped them tightly. We started walking back slowly with him behind me, I could feel his dick on my butt. Then he said “Wait,” he stopped which caused me to walk even slower. “What about you? You don’t want me to do anything?” he asked.

“I’m alright, I just like to please.” I restated.

“Jeez, you really are pure.” He said

“I guess” I said, and pulled him behind me trying to reach to his car. When we finally got there I tried to get him inside as much as possible, I was really hungry, but he liked to nibble on my ear and kiss my face. He would laugh as I strapped him in the passenger seat like a little drunk baby, a cute little drunk baby. I dunno what happen its like he got intoxicated off of sex or something. “Where are your keys?” I asked.

“In my pants” he said with a big grin on his face. I was half frustrated cause I really wanted to get something some breakfast. I checked his left pocked and found nothing, then his right and found something but not his keys. He closed his eyes and said “Yea right there.” I kept digging but never found the keys. He smiled then looked over to the cup holder. “Oh here they are.” he said and half laughed. I squeezed his dick hard and he made this pouty look with his lips. I leaned over to grab the keys, and kissed him on the lips. He laughed a little then bit his lips and kept his eyes on me as I went over to get in the driver side. When we got back to the city I thought about where we were going to eat. I asked him, but he was half sleep by that time. I though about going into Denny’s or iHop, some place like that, but then I thought of who would see me in yesterday’s clothes so that went straight out the window. So we ultimately ended up stopping at Jack n the Box and getting a couple breakfast combos. I woke him up by climbing on top of him and rubbing a hash brown on his lips, along with mine. His nostrils started to flare then his eyes opened, followed by that lovely smile. “Are you gonna wake me up like this everyday?” he asked, then took a bite out of the fried potato.

“No, I have a better way.” I said as I licked my lips and rubbed his groin. We both laughed and continued eating. Then I got inquisitive as I always do. “So why did you think I hated you?” I asked

“Umm, I dunno really I sorta guessed. We use to talk and then it just stopped, so I assumed.” He said

“Do you still think I hate you now?’ I asked.

“Of course not, I knew it when you told me back at ch.” He said.

“It’s just weird, you know, your not the first guy to say that. Mark and Cody told me I hated them a while back.” I said. Mark and Cody happen to be two boys I crushed on only because I found out they were gay.
After we finished eating Daniel got up and climbed over to the diver side. Started the car and asked me where I lived. I didn’t really feel like going home, it was such an unbelievable day, but then again I had to check in with my cousin, I didn’t even call her. So we headed to my place to finally end our first date. When he pulled up to my street everything got quite. I kissed him once, then got ou… kissed him twice, then go… kissed him three times, then he kissed me. I tried to get out, but our lips kept touching each other. About 10 minutes later I found my self on my doorstep waving goodbye to Daniel. When I got in my cousin was on the couch wrapped in a blanket and pj’s watching a movie( oh yeah, my cousin‘s name is Pavi, she’s 5, 9 black hair/blonde atm and really sexy). “Hey.” I said. She looked me up and down with a half smile.

“Where have you been?” She asked. I’ve never been out all night before, well not since prom.

“Around.” I said. She hopped up onto her knees and looked up at me.

“Tell me.” She demanded. I grinned.

“With my boyfriend.” I said carelessly. Her mouth dropped., id never told her about my feelings for the same sex before, but then again I always blended the lines between straight and gay as if bi doesn’t really mean anything.

“Your boyfriend? Oh my god. What’s his name?” she asked. I think it was more of a shock that I was dating someone rather then me playing for the other team.

“Daniel.” I said.

“Where did you meet?” She asked.

“At Sfc.” I said. (sfc= students for Christ, no im not a religious person, I went in because my then girlfriend was in it)
“Sfc? You haven’t been in that for like 3 years.” She said.

“Yeah, it was a long time ago, but we re-meet at ch last night.” I said.

“Oh, well we have to meet then, is he cute?” she asked

“Very,” I said thinking back to our kisses. “Ima go take a shower then go to bed.” she laid back on the couch as I went into the bathroom and got the shower ready. I looked in the mirror and smiled, for the first time in years. I smiled because I was happy, because those lips that I was looking at touched those of another boy. Happy because, I didn’t have to feel alone anymore, my emotions were validated by another human being. I didn’t feel like ending my life for the first time in seven years. I got into the shower and slowly tuned out. 30 minutes later I was in the bed drifting off to sleep.

~Me and Daniel walking, walking in the light. Hand in hand.~

When I woke up I immediately started to think about Daniel. Then I realized I never got his number, and he never got mine. It was getting kind of late so I thought I would go to ch and see if he was there. My cousin was gone so I left everything as is and got in the car. I drove off with only Daniel on my mind, all I could think of was him, what we were gonna do, and what we had done. When I got to ch the usual people were there, except for Daniel whom I double checked for. Zak was there though, like he always is.

“Sup man” Zak said.

“Nothen much, you seen Daniel around?” I asked.

“Not today, what happen to you two last night?” He asked.

“Umm, we went out to some farm, and did things… boyfriend things.” I said

“WHAT!?!” He exclaimed. People started staring at us so he grabbed me and we walked out to the back of the building. “What did you say?” he asked me again.

“Umm, boyfriend things?” I said kinda confused.

“OH MY GOD, DUDE.” He said as he started to bang his head against the wall.

“What’s wrong?” I asked him still confused.

“DUDE!!!” He said again.

“What?” I started to laugh half scared and half amused.

“I, didn‘t know you have a boyfriend.” He said with a sigh.

“I didn’t till last night” I said proudly.

“…I’m bi.” He said with another sigh.

“WHAT!?” I said in pure amazement.

“Yeah.” He said

“Why didn’t you tell me, I’ve crushed on you so hard?” I asked.

“WHAT? Oh my god dude not as much as I was crushing on you.” He said.

“SERIOUSLY? Oh my fucking god. Why didn’t you ever ask me?” I asked.

“Cause I didn’t know.” He said

“Remember when Jeremy said I would give you head? I know he was joking but I wished I could, was that not a hint?” I said.

“Fuck man, I wish I had I time machine, so I could go back 3 months from now.” He said. I just kept shaking my head in disbelief. This couldn’t be true, the guy I liked for so long likes me? And the irony of the situation was, that I now was in a relationship. “My cock is so hard right now.” He said. He began to rub his pants which made my mouth water. He then began to tell me about all the fantasies he had about me. Like one for example, “I would go to your house at night, break a window and sneak into your room. I would jump on top of you and pin your arms down. You would be awake by now and scream, I would have to shut you up with something, like my dick. After that I would curl into a ball next to you and then we’d fuck.” Then I started to think and slowly started to realize, we could of actually been something!

“FUCK MAN FUCK.” I screamed.

“What happen?” He asked

“Fuck man we couldn’t of been, I mean we could of…” I said.

“Yeah I know dude, fuck” He said.

What really pissed me off is that Zak was such a nice kid, really good boyfriend material even though he looked like a dirty rocker. Because he was so ‘good’ there was no chance we would ever hook up as long as I was with Daniel. So why be with Daniel? I mean he was cute and all but there was no real spark, nothing really meant anything. But I’ve whished for a relationship for so long that I put all my eggs in one basket so to speak. Even if I wanted to I don’t know if I could leave Daniel. So after we talked for a while about how fucked up everything was, Daniel pulled up… with Heidi, his girlfriend. This reminded me that this relation ship was sorta open so I guess I still had a shot with Zak. I told him id see him around before walking towards to Daniel’s car. When I saw him kiss her I stopped in my tracts, I didn’t know how this was gonna work if it felt this bad every time I saw them kiss.

“Eh, hello” I said, nonchalantly with a half-wave.

“OH, Hi you must be Ares” Heidi said, taken her little lips of my boyfriend while Daniel just stared at her as if I didn’t just greet them.

“Yeah that’s me, and your Heidi I assume.” I said, silently thinking “WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS? I’m just suppose to be okay with this? And I’m the other guy being brought into this already functioned couple?” I couldn’t stand it.

“Hey Ares, I’m gonna talk to Heidi for a minute ill catch you inside in a few.” He said calmly, that annoyed me so much, but I rolled it off and just walked back to see if I could find Zak. When I caught up to him I didn’t even feel like being anywhere at that moment.

“Hey Zak” I said, tapping on the shoulder trying to keep up with him

“Sup?” He said turning around, I could tell he didn’t know who I was till he saw me as his frown started to disappear.

“Wanna get out of here? I don’t feel so good.” I asked with my puppy dog eyes. I knew what was on my mind and I’m sure you do to, I’m still not sure if he did. I wanted to separate myself from Daniel and Zak could have been my gateway.

“Sure man, let me give my keys to Kim and ill meet you outside.” He said. I could see him thinking it over as he walked away, that “Should I do this?” look on his face. When I got back to my car I could see them still talking across the parking lot. She had her face in her hands, and he had his hands on her waist. I got lost in thought watching them until Zak came and brought me back.

“You okay to drive?” He asked.

“Nah, my stomach is messed up, you drive” I said as I tossed him the keys and got in on the passenger side. Somehow this turned into him taken me home, which I didn’t want it to be, but for some reason I felt sick. I of course fell asleep in the car, and when we got to my house… well my memory gets fuzzy around here. I know it involved me vomiting, a failed kiss, and me passing out. When I awoke my cousin was wetting a towel and placing it on my forehead

“Uhh what happen?” I said looking around.

“Well Zak was here till like 6, when I came home, I offered to take him home but he said that someone needed to look out for you. He didn’t wanna use your car for some reason saying something about you might need it.” She said. I found out Zak stayed the night taken care of me, it makes me so angry that he’s such a nice guy. That brought me to the conclusion of breaking up with Daniel to actually be with Zak. “But, I made him take it anyway.” She said.

“Haha, you don’t even know him and you let him use my car?” I asked.

“Yeah, cause your nice like that. But we did talk for a while, it seems he has quite a little crush on you.” She said placing the towel back in the bucket.

“He said that?” I asked surprised.

“No, you can just see it, when he smiles when he looks at you and when he talks about you and how serious he looks at you when your face changes when you sleep.” She said. Which made me grin uncontrollably, it seems they were both watching me at one point. “Stop smiling so hard” She said with a smile as she tried to place that cold told back on my head. I took it away from her cause I really hate the cold. “Okay well I’m going to bed you seem fine now. Good night, or morning whatever.” She said as she left my room to enter her. I laid in my bed for a while replaying the events in my head. Daniel, Heidi, Zak, and my car that wasn’t there I thought. So I picked up the phone and dialed an L and O and an U. It rang twice then someone answered,

“Hello?” some boy answered.

“Lou?” I asked.

“Sec, let me go get him” He said. I figured it was one of his little brothers. After a few, this incredibly sexy voice answered.

“Yo?” Lou answered.

“Yo Douche Bag, come pick me up Zak has my car.” I said. These were how our usually conversations started.

“K fag, let me finish this then ill come scoop your dumbass up.” He said.

“Finish what, masturbating? I asked.

“Haha, you wish” He laughed and hung up. I did wish, I always wished… After a hour and a few he knocked on my door. “Ready?” He asked when I answered the door. Lou would always do stuff like this at a drop of a dime, which made me love him so much even though his only excuse was “I do this for all my friends”. We stopped by Zak’s house, he wasn’t there and I didn’t have his number. We headed to ch to see if he was there, which he wasn’t but his car was, as well as Kim. Kim was one of the much appreciated Bartenders (5’7 Jet Black hair, wickedly sexy eyes much more then Zak‘s kinda punk pretty), sadly she’s not there as much or ever anymore. I told her what happen and she said she would get Zak’s keys, before she disappeared into the back. I saw Lou sitting at one of the empty tables staring blankly into Earth, no doubt thinking about where to get some. I thought about Zak for a second and how if I just confessed my feelings to him earlier, we would be together. So I decided to tell him now, how I felt. I sat down in his direct view and waited for his eyes to focus on me. While I waited I thought that I shouldn’t make a big deal about this and just act like my love for him is normal. So when he finally saw me, instead of telling him how I felt, I said

“You’re so sexy.” just as Kim came back with Zak’s keys.

“Haha, fag” He said, and I laughed. I got the keys from Kim and walked out to Zak’s car. Lou came out and asked me what that was about.

“What was what about?” I asked.

“You called me sexy?” He questioned.

“Cause you are.” I said, before getting into Zak’s car. I liked to leave him asking for more, and I could tell I did before I drove off. Driving back, images of Lou popped into my head. His smile, those perfect teeth that hide behind his gorgeous lips. How I wanted to kiss them, how I wanted to lick them. His body, his abs, his navel, his chest, his… Then my phone rang, it was Daniel. He wanted to talk about us, and my mind went straight to him breaking up with me.


~~ Sorry this took longer then the others, I know i shouldn"t tell you guys this cause its like spoiler action so (SPOILER ALERT) I just broke up with Lou (SPOILER ALERT). So I will take time to process stories so my failed relationship won"t interfere. Thanks for reading~~

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