John was my best friend. He had been for almost sixteen years now, since we were just little kids. John was also gay. He had been for as long as I remember,even before he knew he was gay, I knew. Once he admitted that he was gay, he asked that I don"t tell anyone else, please, because he wanted to himself, and he had to get use to it also. So for a while now I"ve been keeping his secret, which is why, at this very moment, I was the only one in the room that wasn"t in a shocked silence. He had invited all his friends and family over to his house to have a party. They didn"t know that it was a coming out party, though. He was twenty last month and a real man. Everything about him was manly. His eight pack, his huge arm muscles, how he loved everything about sports of any kind. He was what a normal guy would like to be. I think that"s why everyone was so shock, because no one would suspect him of being gay. I thought it was quite obvious but ,from the look on everyone"s face"s, they didn"t.

John was sitting in the front of the room, waiting for someone to say something. It had been almost five minutes now and he was starting to look nervous. Finally his Dad, an ex-cop and rather burly looking man, stood up and walked over to were he was sitting. John looked up nervously, excepting some kind of rejection speech or lecture on how wrong it was. To his surprise, and my own, he got down on one knee and hugged John. It had been dead silent in the room, but know everyone exploded into congratulations and a lot of "Why are you just now telling us?" I knew that they would react like this, that John"s worrying over this moment had been pointless. I looked over at him, and remembered how timid he use to be about this. His being gay that is. It was actually quite a fond memory,him realizing he was gay, and being just a few years ago, I remember it well.

What you have to understand is that I"m gay, and though it"s been tough, John had always been there.He"s never had a problem with gays, and was always nice to me. That"s actually how we became friends, he always stood up for me when someone tried to tease me or bully me. Sure there were rumors, but he never minded. He was always really strong. Which is why he and I became so close. So when we had Christmas break a couple years ago, at the time we were both eighteen, I suggested that we go up to my cabin in West Virgina. It"s so pretty and it has a great view of the mountains. Plus, for John, there was always snow so he could do whatever he wanted, whether it was snowboarding down the mountains or throwing snow balls at me. So when I asked him if he would like to come with me that year, he jumped at the chance. At this point, I had figured out that he was gay.It wasn"t just me crushing on him, it was also that I used his computer one time and I went to history(I had accidentally closed out of a tab and had forgotten the website"s name)and discovered for the last couple of weeks he hadn"t used his computer for anything except to look up gay porn on the internet.

So after we got all our stuff together, we left for the long trip there. It was a twenty hour drive to my cabin, so we would have plenty of time to catch up. We didn"t have any classes together that year so we hadn"t really had a chance to hang out much. Though I tried to keep my thoughts on what was going on around me, I kept imagining the things that I had planned for this break.Pretty soon I had to say that I needed some covers to cover up the giant boner that had formed a tent in my pants. I hoped he hadn"t noticed it before he handed me the covers. After that I paid attention to what he was saying and the rest of the trip flew by.

Once we got there, we unloaded everything really quickly so that we could get to the fun stuff. All day long we were outside playing in the snow getting drenched in our heavy winter coats. Eventually come night fall we had to go back inside, the temperature was getting below the teens. We changed, in separate rooms, and then went to the kitchen to make some hot chocolate. After that we went to the living room and sat down to watch some TV. I was flipping through the channels when I saw that a great movie was on, one of my favorites to watch because there is a lot of gay sex scenes in it. This isn"t what I had planned, but this was perfect. I would watch this with him and make sure that he gets a boner. When he does I"ll be all over him. We were watching it for only a short ten minutes before he had to get a pillow to cover his lap. Okay, this was it.

I was watching him out of the corner of my eye. I couldn"t believe how anxious I was about this. What if he rejects me? Would our friendship be over? How would this change things back home? No! Stop, think. Even if he does reject you, it"s John, he"ll forgive you. It won"t change anything. There"s nothing to lose. Ever so slowly I started moving my hand toward his leg. I thought I saw his move away for a second, but I refused to stop. I know he"s gay, I know it! Finally I ended up right by his leg, and was about to start moving up it when he jerked up, staring at my hand.

"Dude, what the hell are you doing?"
"John, it"s okay."
"Were you about to hit on me?"
"....."
"Dude! You know I"m not gay!"


I stood up, moving over to him. He didn"t move away, I took this as a good sign.

"Look, John, it"s fine. I know that you look at gay porn, and that you got a boner at the sex scene in the movie."
"Whoa, what?"
"..Wait, wasn"t that you?"
"No, I let one of my other friends borrow it for a two week class that she had! Obviously she was paying close attention in her class."

Crap, this is not what I had planned at all. This could not be happening.

"So the porn wasn"t yours ,but that boner sure as hell was."
"So? They were having sex, that gets me horny."
"Not a lot of straight guys get horny at gay sex, John."
"I wasn"t thinking of that! It"s just that reminded me of the other type of sex and that gave me a boner."
"Oh, John, shit, I"m so sorry."
"Yeah, you better be!"
"I am, so much please forgive me."
"Forgive you!?!"
"Please!"

I was starting to get scared, I had never seen John like this before. I backed away, but he walked toward me. I kept walking until I fell over the couch. I tripped, landed on the floor looking up at him. He looked so mad.

"I"m not gay! You know that!"
"I know, I know! I was just sort of hoping..."
"Hoping what? That I was gay? So you could make me your boy toy or something?"

This made me mad. I stood up facing him and looked him straight in his dark green eyes.

"What?!? No!You don"t have to make such a big deal. A simple no would have sufficed!"
"I get to make a big deal out of this!"
"Why?"
"Because...because...."
"Because why, John?"

He jumped me. Now I"m pretty strong, John wasn"t the only one with an eight pack in the room, but with him surprising me like that, he had me pinned in three seconds flat. We were now both on the floor, me with my legs straight out and him with his knees on either side of my hips. Our arms were flat over our heads. Despite the situation, my penis twitched a little in excitement.

"Because why, John?"

Then the most unexpected thing happened. He kissed me. His full red lips pushed harshly on my soft pink ones. At first I resisted, then, after processing what was going on, I quickly joined in, pushing my tongue inside his mouth and massaging his with my own. I felt my penis harden and pretty soon, I was on top humping him and groping him. So far all he had done was kiss me back, but now he grabbed one of my butt cheeks and then the other so soon we were both all over each other. I could feel his huge dick trying to tear out of his pants so I stopped kissing his lips and started to go down on him, very slowly. Taking my time, I kissed his jaw, then moves to his chest. I pulled his shirt off and started to lick his nipples, flicking them with my tongue inside my mouth. I kissed my way through his eight pack and, through his pants, started kissing his dick. He moaned and it sent a shiver of thrills down my spine, for me to be causing that moan of pure pleasure! I smoothly unbuttoned and him and pulled the zipper down with my teeth. He was watching me with those huge green eyes of his. I stared back and pulled off his pants. I looked back down at his underwear, boxers. His penis had formed a tent and I started to lick his dick through the boxers. Hearing him moan in bliss, I bit down gently. He moaned, louder and harder.

"Like this do you,John?"
"Maybe!"

I pulled his boxers off and threw them in the corner. He now lay naked in front of me, and I felt my penis grow even harder. I kissed him on the lips again, the went down. I started with the tip. Slowly licking it and blowing on it.He groaned so I went a little further down. I was now playing with his giving him a blow job, but I knew what he would really want. I deep throated him, sucking as hard as I could. I gagged a little, but his screaming kept me from pulling away. I put his legs on my shoulders so I could feel his butt cheeks. He was in shape and didn"t have much hair. He was perfect. I was playing with his toned butt and started to separate the cheeks. I felt for his hole and, finding it, started to put my fingers in him.He screamed out in pleasure. Soon I had three of my fingers up his ass while deep throating him. I knew he was about to cum because his entire body tightened. I stopped quickly, wanting him to stay hard. He moaned, in disappointment this time.

"Come on baby, whats the matter?"
"I want this to last for a while.Don"t worry though, I have some other ideas that will make up for this, I"ll be back in just a second."

I ran to my room and grabbed some lube. I walked back and went over to him. Standing above him I realized yet again how great looking he is. He"s tall almost 6"5 and had dark blonde hair cut short only about half an inch long. He was in shape, his arms like tanks and his eight pack reminded me of a professional soccer player I use to have a crush on. His penis a good eight inches and his legs toned and tan. I helped him up, pulling him against me in doing so.

"Let"s move to the bed room."

He just looked at me, a smile on his face. We moved hand in hand to my room, which had the bigger bed.I pushed him down, then started to strip, but his hand stopped me, pulling it away.

"I want to so that."

He smiled up at me.He stood back up. He pulled my shirt off first. Then he slid his hand down my chest and to my pants. He did the same thing I did, unbuttoning it then pulling down the zipper with his teeth. He stood back up and started to kiss me, passionately. I grabbed him pulling as close as he could get me. We fell together on the bed, out kiss never stopping.I grabbed the lube and put it on my dick, then told him to turn over.

"Oh, I don"t know if I"m ready for that huge thing."

Now I"m not big on bragging, but he had a point. Though his penis is above average, it was nothing compared to mine. A whopping ten inches. I couldn"t blame him for not wanting mine to be his first. I touched his cheek.

"Don"t worry, I"ll be gentle and if you tell me to stop I will."

He looked at me hesitantly, but after a moments pause turned over. I grabbed his hips and pulled him into doggy style. I very slowly entered his ass, listening to him. He moaned, but never told me to pull out so I kept going. Soon I had all ten inches in his tight ass. it felt so good, like no one ever before. Then I started to pull out, again, very slowly. He moaned in pleasure. I kept doing this, a little faster every time.Soon I was going full power. He moaned and screamed, never in any pain. I listened to him and it just made me cum faster. He moans! I went faster and faster, then I came. I came deep in his ass,and I ejaculated more then I ever had before. I was running down his ass. I pulled out after I was done, then bent down to lick all the cum that was leaking out. I swallowed, enjoying the salty taste that covered my mouth. He flipped over so we were face to face again, and dick to dick. I started to get horny again. I humped him.

"My turn, right?"
"Of course, what do you want to do?"
"Guess."
"Hmm...does it have something to do with doggy style?"
"Maybe."

He winked and it sent a thrill of pleasure through my body and I humped him harder. Soon though, I wanted doggy style as much as he did, I got up and reached for the lube. I got a handful and put it on him myself. Then I bent over and he entered me.Slowly at first, like he wasn"t sure what to do, then he got the hang of it and started to go fast, faster, and yet even faster! by then I had a full on boner again and started to stroke it. He noticed what I was doing and swatted my hand away. Before I could even look at him to ask what he was doing ,he grabbed my dick and started to jerk me off. Soon we were both screaming in ecstasy. I could feel him cumming, this time I didn"t plan on stopping him though. He started to ass pump me harder. He was going faster then I thought possible,and it felt so good. Thinking of him unloading his cum in to me made me start to cum.We were both screaming, loader then before. He came, in me. I could feel his hot cum fill my ass. HE came so much that it started to leak out. This made me cum and I did so all over the bed and his hand. Taking que from me, he bent over and licked anything that had leaked out. His tongue against my ass hole made me shiver in pure bliss. We both collapsed on the bed, panting hard and getting covered in my fresh cum. I turned over and looked at him. I kissed him then, feeling to tired to do anything else, cuddled up with him and fell asleep.

the next morning was awful,as were the months after that. He refused to acknowledge what had happened. He didn"t want to be gay. We had a falling out for out entire senior year in our freshman year in college. This is the first time seeing him since then,actually. I didn"t know what to say to him. I decided ,though, that two years was enough. I walked up to him, and gave him a big hug. He hugged me back and asked if I could stay after everyone left. I said yes, which is how I ended up staying until midnight.

He waved goodbye to the last person at the door. Taking a deep breath, he turned toward me.

"Well."
"Well"
"Look, I"m sorry for all that"s happened."
"Yeah me to."
"I know this is really cheesy, but is all forgiven?"
"Yeah,I guess so."
"Oh! Thank heaven! I thought I might have to convince you."

He winked at me then started to walk toward his bedroom.

"You know, your the reason that I realized I was gay."

I started to follow him, my penis twinging at the thoughts of what was to come.

"Really? Is there anything you might want to do, to thank me for that?"
"Maybe."

The last time he said maybe like that was at the cabin...